Gay Love & Romance

Gay political comedy. Your family tricks you into coming home. They want you to move back to your small town so they can take advantage of your free gay skills like baby-sitting, party planning, etc.  Night before you leave, you're almost gay-bashed at the local pub. Aspiring mayor advises the dumb thugs they should have waited outside to jump you. In defiance, and to prove the town has not changed, you're shocked when City Council approves your Gay Pride Parade permit. You start planning. About 30 marchers show up. Aspiring mayor & local clergy conspire to target gay teens for conversion therapy & identify straight allies to be run out of town. Parade theme is "Queer As Soap" -- prison slang for man rape. All the obstacles you yourself placed in the way are unable to stop Gay Pride. Tennessee Queer (2014) on Tubi, YouTube, other platforms. TV-14.

"This one is a doozy." The nihilism of a mid-life crisis. Nothing matters. Dismiss your husband & you won't have one for very long. Treat your gorgeous devoted lover like people at work treat you & you won't have a lover for very long.  He's busy with work while you get fired. He's jealous you start partying with your friends without him. You dismiss his jealousy by ignoring it. You're jealous he has a new lover. But that's his FTM trans best friend from high school. Your internal drama has blinded you. You finally snap out of it & rededicate yourself to the marriage. You get your job back when your absence proves your value. Landline (2017) gay family romantic comedy on Tubi. Rated TV-MA for some reason, maybe language & subject matter.

My heart is in danger Great risk is upon me  If I'm not careful I will fall in love Like what happened to us  My heart is a stranger  When kisses strike the lips  Another partial eclipse  If I don't watch it Nothing will be able to stop it  My heart is in peril  Mistaken for a lovely pearl  There must be some confusion  I'm the grain of sand You are the mighty clam My heart is under threat  Of loving more than ever yet  If I'm not careful  Might step in something meaningful  My Heart Is In Danger.

YOU DESERVE BETTER.......says your partner. In other words, he doesn't deserve you. Few relationships can survive this toxicity, especially if it's true.  So your LOVE makes him feel guilty. Guilt makes him ashamed. Shame is ostracism. Pessimism is opposite of Love. He will break up with you because he thinks he's a loser. Self-fulfilling prophecy. How do you give someone confidence?  What if he really is a loser but you love him for sex & beauty? It won't last. Losers don't have long-term relationships. That's how the chips fall. No matter how much you try, he will sabotage the romance. This situation is difficult for Love to overcome because Love is the problem. "Inappropriate" Love.  I've lost many a lover to this. Though you may try to find a way to stay together, this one is gonna take a miracle. Tough Talk for Romance. 4/29/2024 Theme Song for this Advice Column

There's Only One Way  I will ever survive  Loving is how I stay alive I've made mistakes before  Errors that made me sore But Baby you're not one of them Wrong & bad like you're someone else Right. Who cares? We give a good laugh  You reach out. I accept  There's only one of us There's only one way to love There's only one way to believe  This fling will ever last If you & I play the main cast Where glory dies But love & romance remain alive  There's only one way Baby  We will ever stay this crazy  Kissing you in public  Touching in warm places  Stormy faces. I'm in love There's only one way to survive  You must trust what's inside There's only one way to meet And that's one more time If you know what's good There's only one of you & only one of me We don't need directions  I'm the only one you trust  There's only one of us We don't need circumspection  There's Only One Way. ************ The

I wore a skirt to my first Gay Pride  My lover at my side Stockings cover my hairy legs  Under my open shirt. A purple bra Not empty. Filled with plastic awe Lipstick & blue shadow. Eyeliner too Without my partner. What would I do? I'm taking the greatest risk of my life To save sanity & serenity  The biggest thrill I've ever survived  His masculine military tattoos are hot We look like we've tied the knot  We move like choreography  He protects me like I'm his family  Because I am He waits patiently. I chat up vendors  His heart is where I surrender  He keeps holding my hand non-stop Or touching my shoulders on top Maybe some think we're fake Not in the same league  So we can't be true lovers Are you kidding me?  We stop & kiss again  Behind his back. The smiles are so sweet Friendly looks & sparkling winks  Oh They're trying to steal me away  Out of the arms of my boyfriend  No wonder his hands are all over me But I won't let it happen 

My trans girlfriend really enjoyed his first Pride festival today. He said...... Everyone who made eye-contact smiled at him. Thank you Roanoke. He doesn't know how beautiful he is. He approved this foto for me to share. I'm a lucky man. 😁   As we walked around, holding hands, stopping to hug & kiss, picnic with wine, dancing together in the grass, I took off my shirt & shoes, he wasn't hiding behind his hat.  The whole time I was thinking........ Yeah I'm tapping that. We were both thrilled & PROUD to be out in public for a couple hours.  ♥️💋💕

What you give to me You have no idea Why should you until I tell you  My deep dark secrets  The wonderful things you give to me  For one. Casual hookups are done  Were they ever that much fun? Homosexual urges made me do it Like a moth to a flame We had sex first time we met What you said you were thinking  Wondering in that very moment  Am I catching something right now? I was thinking the same thing  But not anymore  Way back then before love  Before I knew how much you love me I fooled around & caught something  Before I knew it I exposed you But you never caught anything  Bullet-dodging is a blessing  I promised to never to repeat it That's one promise I have kept What you give to me Passionate sex together. No shame  No holds barred. No taboo banned  Our bodies are not contraband  Healthy attitude. Happy & true What you give to me tomorrow  The greatest thrill of our lives Gay Pride festival in the Park Roanoke Virginia USA April 28 My trans girlfriend in full drag We

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When your heart breaks  Then you'll know it  When your body shakes  Then you'll show it  I think I see it now You must be a football field away  I feel my heart drop For a second. It even stops I know what's coming my way  Halt ! Friend or Foe ? You don't know? Whatever  I'll sing a different tune at arm's length  Depending on your countenance  You look me in the eye Look away & look back  I must've done something wrong  Until I see you smile  My belly does a flip-flop  Bittersweet with a little salt  Give me a kiss. Show me your bliss Whatever I might've done  It must've been the right thing  Your heart didn't break  Your body sure did shake  I think I feel it now.

While you're back there........ Do me a favor?

You had sex with your straight friend. You didn't just fantasize. Now you have to talk about it. Talk about your feelings.  "I feel weird." Don't say too much. "I don't want to lose our friendship. I know you're straight. You had sex with me because I'm gay. You love me like a best bro. You wanted to give me something special. Thank you. I had a great time. I still feel weird."  Okay. He doesn't have to say anything. If he holds your hand or kisses you or touches you, it means he's in agreement. He feels weird too.  That's it. Get another beer. Put on the Red Sox. Sit closely together. Let him have a say. But he'll probably stay quiet not knowing how to express himself.  Except through physical affection. Which includes gay sex for a very very special person. See it as affection not as romance. True friend with benefits. Don't talk too much. But you gotta say something. ♥️😁

We tried to deny We cried wondering why  Love hurts so bad I don't want to go away  Can I stay? I'll be good & smooth  So quiet & so bold In your bedroom  For a nightcap  You tricked me So. You are my trick I tried to resist  Until the second kiss Love hurts in the head In the heart. Dessert  We tried to fight These urges tonight  Until we gave up. Smooth & bold  For a cocktail. Ice cold In your bedroom  Your love seduced  It Hurts At First  My face turns red My heart is blasted  So glad we lasted so long In your arms I sigh Goodnight but never goodbye.

I can only resist for so long  The seduction of your love song Only hold back feelings for a while  Until they explode for hundreds of miles Like a keg shaken. Like a heart taken I can only resist what I don't want  I give in to you until it hurts Tears of joy when someone looks  We stroll in the park With abandon in my heart I cannot resist the down-low  Not too quick. Not too slow I can wait somewhat patiently  Maybe play hard to get But what good would that do me? Once I've been kissed You're hard to resist  I protest ostensibly  It's all wrong. It's a sin Another song. I'll give in My urges are too wild Resistance is futile  Your kisses & magic words Like a heart taken with romance  I Can Only Resist For So Long. ************* Theme Song for this Poem  What Comes Naturally -- Sheena Easton

I thought I knew what I was doing  Way back when I met you I was a fool so irrational  My speech not so factual  You taught me how to love  All the while you kept saying  I was teaching you You learned from the best Naked passion with abandon  My gift was articulation  It's like I was reading your mind  No. I was reading your body And telling our love story  Saying out loud why we're so proud  Already I knew how to build trust You taught me how to love  I thought I knew what I was doing  Every night I ended up cruising  One-night-stands. Worrisome hookups Body parts & empty hearts  I gave all that up When by chance I met you You were my rescue from fake & casual  My behavior was irrational  Rarely was anything meaningful  I gave all that up You Taught Me How To Love.

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Ethan has a boyfriend. Austin doesn't show his face yet, but we see that he is real. Who knew? I've followed the channel for several years but never thought Ethan was gay. I just thought he was young. I'm happy for him. ♥️  It reminds me of my own weird relationship. My boyfriend is in the closet. Not me at all. I talk about him all the time. He is real & often just off-camera. Except for that one time. Well a few times. Ok. More than a few 😁

Over-confident or slightly arrogant? Semantics is not why you're with me  It's just my hobby  Don't get confused My Muse Reality is the love you can't refuse  Confident that I can perform  My words only make you warm Of course that's not enough  Home-run. Not loitering Home-base I love the cheerleaders But I'm not one of them I'm a player. You're my match Content I create for you to watch  Whole lot Moxie. Little bit Cocky  When my arms surround your body  I've said it before  I mean it now even more  You make me feel so damn  Powerful & masculine like a king I could have any trans in the realm I choose you & only you Your heart speaks my language  She tells me the brutal truth It hurts my feelings for a moment  Then I'm over it My arms around your body  Arrogant or Cocky?

They're staring at us  No. They're looking at you Your skinny jeans Exposed bra They see me as your gay husband  An obstacle to be overcome  They've tried to pick you up Right in front of me We have a new strategy  Holding hands Hugging & Kissing  Incessantly & non-stop  To last another year Down the strip we strut  It's Gay Pride Star City My date is so pretty  I'm so proud & protective  To walk around in public  Be seen by the world. No secret Throw a blanket on the grass Delicate flower & rugged man A great time to propose  We kiss & kiss again  The greatest present I could ever give  The trans man I love so much I'm your escort away from the closet  The thrill of his life. We kiss again  In the sun. In public. We kiss again  We kiss & kiss & we kiss again.

You & your live-in boyfriend grow apart. He starts cruising sex clubs & parks. You ask for 2 weeks to make him fall back in love with you. It eventually works. Meanwhile he is gay-bashed while cruising. He's an emotional wreck of guilt & shame. He doesn't think he deserves you anymore. Don't take your relationship for granted. Movie - 4 Moons (2014)

I'm taking home a Drag Queen tonight.

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I climbed the mountain all alone  Stumbled all the way up  Drank from the fountain of inspiration  Solitary at the top. You on my mind  The icy wind pushed & shoved  The panorama was breathtaking  My ill will dissipated Thoughts of you brought me peace  I had struggled not to drown  In a sea of subtle insults  They threw me a life saver But it was a rock I swam underwater  Until clear of friendly fire Did not look back At shore I ran fast At the foot of the mountain  I stopped to let you catch up The memory of your kisses My fountain of grace I stumbled on up the mountain  Only you ever loved me true  Lonely scenery was incredible  Almost as pretty as you.

What am I doing now? I'm practicing my lies Not for you or him But for them. His family  The reason he's in the closet  Where my Love is on deposit  We're getting our story straight  We discussed it already  We conspire to deceive his family  The reason he's in the closet  Where my Love is on deposit  The plan is so daring & bold My hand trembles as I pen this poem  Contemplating gay kisses in public  Gay Pride festival in another town  We're on the down-low  Still we want to walk around  Be seen by all but not recognized  He will wear a pretty dress & lipstick  As my sexy fabulous girlfriend  Like a disguise. Please don't out him I'll be by his side. Famous blogger  Fancy macho tattoos on both arms Pride will flow from our gay hearts What am I doing now? I'm planning  The Greatest Thrill of my Partner's Life Where my Love is On Deposit.

The two actors (Alan Bates & Oliver Reed in "Women In Love") agreed to film completely naked together wrestling for one day only. That wasn't enough. So in the close-ups, they wore pants.  Off-screen Reed would remark that Bates was bigger. Reed would disappear in the corner to make himself bigger. In the scene, all they do is wrestle naked, talk & drink. The 1969 film has other provocative nude scenes & straight sex scenes. Rupert (Bates' character) wonders out loud about having a same-sex thing on the side through the movie (and book including the last page).

In Bali. Viktor's companion video with Brady.

Brady quit his job to live his authentic self. He went to Bali for vacation. Had a 3-day romance 2 weeks ago. Since then, the videos are solitary & self-reflecting. ♥️ I guess the affair ran its course.

Sunny sky turns grey Breezes become gales Waves come in swells Darkness of the night  Wide awake Emotions fight  The one winning is Despair  Until I Get There Thunder is the sound of lightning  To wonder out loud is frightening  Will your heart survive? Will it keep on beating? The moment I arrive  You know I'm not deceiving  Fear drags you into a snare Until I Get There  Meanwhile tech is our friend  The trend caught up to us old men  Your phone is smart I open up my heart So on lonely nights like this Maybe in the afternoon fresh air My written words give a distant kiss Until I Get There.

Let's get this party started  Start these balls to rolling  Roll a pair of dice for change  Throw back a glass of wine  Chase it with a beer Look away & look back  Let the good luck unfold Light another fire. You know  The kind no one can put out  The flames of a lifetime  Let's get this drama off Before we lose happy hearts What's the destination? Serious inebriation  A place of poor judgment  Before we drink the first drop We agree to drop inhibition  We give up indecision  We know where we're headed  Eye of the needle is threaded Excuse to play with your body  Start the disco balls to spinning  Throw back a glass of wine  Chase it with a beer In paradise we roll the dice  Happy hearts & hot bodies party.

"Horrible Bosses 2" comedy 2014 on Tubi. Rated R for language, brief nudity, simulated sex, tired racial jokes. It's not a gay movie. But it definitely ain't straight either. Modern-day 3 stooges caper. You (Jason Bateman) are caught stealing laughing gas. The dentist (Jennifer Aniston) is having a sex addicts group meeting. You think it's AA. In the confusion, you appear gay. Her challenge is to flip another gay straight. Nude sex scene is center of the movie. You do the math. If you can. The 3 stooges aren't that bright. For the kidnapping ransom, they ask for $500,000 dollars. They get greedy. Add a zero. So 5 hundred million dollars? No... 5 million. So double? A million laughs. I have the first movie on dvd. Have watched it several times. Both movies are the same only different. Same cast. Same humor.

You (Vito) join the seminary (school for preachers) to deal with your tumultuous gay love life. You're still gay with strong urges. You go on sabbatical (summer break) & fall in love with Gabe the gardener.  Your dilemma is between being a priest & being openly gay. Not between God & gay love. "Brotherly Love" best viewed unedited as complete movie, not in segments. YouTube censors the sex scenes. So the films lose romantic meaning & don't make sense.

Close your eyes. Keep 'em shut What I give you in secrecy  Safety & security  Caresses in Warm Places  Hold my hand as I speak this poem You know it because you feel it  Inches from your heart  Soft & slow & down-low  Dramatic like I mean it 'Cause I do. Kisses in Warm Places  Sandy beaches. No crisis My minty breath has heat To the bottom of your bare feet  No worry or fear whispers in your ear No one but you can hear  Don't go looking for another me You will be disappointed  I'm right here. Not around the corner  Shut your eyes. Keep 'em closed We're in paradise. Relax. Recharge  We stroll the boardwalk  Slow & close we talk. Seen by everybody  That's what pride is all about  Turn the inside out. Smell the salt Taste my lips. No peeking  Together always hot weather  Now open your eyes  Love in Warm Places.

I was born  And this what I am They taught me to hide it Keep it inside  Yeah I'm not good with rules  My friends got in trouble  For not paying attention  I got in trouble  For paying attention  I was born  And this is who I am Greater than the sum of parts Memory is the home of broken hearts Miraculously only the body is damaged  Since 20 years ago we met  By accident. Heaven-sent  I understand it's not right  Just hold my hand another night  In the daytime as well  Come high water or Hell  I was born  Then I hid who I was Until I fell in love No broken hearts if we break the rules  Meeting you was no accident. (4/20/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song this Poem -- George Michael  🎵 Turn A Different Corner  We never would have met 🎵 

Gay Pride in the Park. Roanoke, Virginia USA. Sunday April 28. I've been there once in 2004. I've decided to boldly go where I've been before. To prepare, first thing I thought of is lifting weights. Started yesterday. Pulled a muscle. Vanity is not just a bathroom sink. Gay Love & Romance is not just a blog. Hope to see you there. I'll try to get my trans girlfriend to come with me. No promises. No disappointments.

I don't want to stay quiet  Those days are behind us I bit my tongue for so long  My heart overflows with poem You can hear it as you read it You can see it as I say it Goodbye to your peace & quiet  No more is my love a secret I never was ashamed  Yeah I was afraid as I was taught  My thoughts are all wrong  My urges are even worse I should disappear & hide So you can have solace  Those days are behind us Your words are powerless  My legs still work  Your sin is worse Goodbye never was my friend  Yet they always took me in When you kicked me out Rain & hateful names Those days are behind us  You never were my friend  So no need to pretend  Those Days Are Behind Us.

"I know we just had sex and all. But are you even gay?" - Andrew (you) "I don't think so." - Birch Birch punched you when you came out as a gay teenager. He joined your father in hateful slurs & gay-bashing. You ran away at first opportunity.  Now your father has died. You inherit the house. You return with your gay lover Kyle. Birch is squatting the house & seduces you to break up your gay relationship.  He doesn't sleep with you to absolve his own past guilt or because he's bisexual. It's another act of homophobia. And hustling for a place to stay.  He writes a letter to his girlfriend. Because he's not gay. He's using you. Why not? You're just a fag he has to be nice to for now. "Leather" 2013 on Tubi. TV-MA for nudity & language. The puppet show was an opportunity to call you all those gay slurs again before a group of people publicly. Of course it was intended to hurt you. Birch claims the intent was to trigger

Perseus - I've met a hundred men like you. Achilles - No you haven't.....Can I tell you a secret? The gods envy us......We will never be here again. Perseus - I thought you were a dumb brute. I could have forgiven a dumb brute. Achilles - Do it ! Perseus - (knife to Achilles' throat) Aren't you afraid? Achilles - No....(They make love).....(Later mortally wounded) You gave me peace in a lifetime of war. "Troy" 2004. Timeless love story. Beautiful queen Helen of Sparta elopes with hottie prince to Troy. Sparks a 10-year war. Achilles' gay lover (cousin in the film) is slain by the prince's brother. Enraged Achilles turns the tide of the war.

Tips of my fingers  Your aroma lingers  It won't go away I don't ask it to I beg you to stay  You have obligations  Am I not one of them? Yes but I'm satisfied  Until the next time  The touch of a fingertip  Like a kiss on the lips Not much surface area  Whole lot of hysteria  Lumps in the throat  Thought bubbles a-float Butterflies testify Down-low & on-high  Something so small  Like a scent or kiss Whisper or caress Your love lingers On the tip of my fingers  Until the next time  Obligation satisfied. ************* Theme Song for this Poem  Me & Mrs Jones -- Billy Paul 1972

I call you on the phone  You don't answer  Damn these emotions  They run wild Like a love rollercoaster  In my head Nothing's wrong In my heart There's a chance  Henceforth a lonely ride Only one thing I worry about  Not having anyone to worry about  What else would I be doing? Staring at the wall Watching doubt grow No emotion in the heart No amusement park  No reason to think anything is wrong  Further still my heart sinks  Then I hear the phone ring Your voice lifts me up Thrills of a Rollercoaster Ride.

Couple years ago I was losing my mind Had nothing to do  No purpose. No meaning  No good reason to still be living  Snap out of it ! I did. I woke up  I was losing my relationship  Didn't know what to do  Disabled on a fixed income  Can't give you exotic holidays  Diamond rings or expensive things  What have I to offer? Wait a minute ! Maybe there is something  Poetry & love songs  Tangible tokens of desire  The recipe set on fire At first I wasn't very good  Took breaks but never gave up Everyday I wrote about us  Published a blog. I'm so proud  We stand out in a crowd  My words reach through space  Whenever you click me  You watch my channel  I feel the smile on your face  Couple years ago I was lost Without purpose or meaning  No good reason to be living  But I snapped out of it  When I started writing to you About Love.

Remember yesterday Contemplate Tomorrow  Here I am in the middle  Why without you is it a riddle? We had so much fun yesterday  When we found ourselves alone Suck the oxygen out of the room  That's why I need my own platform  No fear of showing gay affection  Looking only in one direction  No worry of judgment or doom Only love-making in the closet  Where we find ourselves alone Let the past predict the future  Contemplate Tomorrow  Together again an open secret  Walking & talking slow in public  Punch a shoulder. Bump an elbow They can see we're on the down-low  We have a room somewhere gay Where passion & taboo go to play  Yesterday is gone Contemplate Tomorrow  The riddle will have its answer Where were you?  In the middle of my heart the whole time.

"Women In Love" 1969. It's not about 2 lady friends. It's about their husbands. You & your bro best friend have troubled marriages. You're both looking for more. He wants sex, but isn't brave enough to make that move even as you two WRESTLE NAKED. You're too hetero to see it.  In the final scene, the last page of the D.H. Lawrence novel, you wonder out loud to your wife. Is it moral for a man to have a wife & family, and also a same-sex "mistress"? Your wife thinks you're crazy.

I'm looking for someone somewhere gay Not just anybody  I'm looking for you Someone who Will tell me the dreaded truth Even when it Hurts like an abscessed tooth  While it makes me cry Break it down slow & easy  Decorum mixed with sleazy  Slang hanging with S.A.T. words Wow! Kapow! You know how  It's what I'm looking for  Dynamited to the core Washed up on the rocky shore  Dry me off. Give me sunburn  Someone whose head will turn When I toss a lustful look I throw a playful kiss You catch it with your lips Cruising for someone somewhere gay I'm not just looking  I'm looking for you. ************* Theme Song for this Poem  Somebody Just Like You -- Teena Marie 

You live & sometimes you learn. "Half-baked Totally High" 2024 comedy rated R on Tubi. Nudity, violence, persistent obscene language, adult sex toys. Not a gay movie but has gay characters & gay jokes. 4 young stoner friends smoke a new strain called Biblica. "Mythical like a hot truck driver ". One of the friends smokes a triple blend of killer weed & dies of THC overdose. To pay for his burial across the country in 2 weeks, the 3 friends implement business ideas. The "Wargasm for Women" podcast flops. But the friend who works at the post office sniffs out & steals packages of marijuana. Their online pot sales are noticed by the local dispensary king pin & mailers of the weed. A dangerous tangled web of good intentions must be resolved somehow.

What world are you living in?  Mine What dream are you swimming in? Mine Let me tell you the ending  Before you get too invested  Happy every time  What state are you looking for? I need to know for the compromise  What speed is the limit? Don't tell me there is none  My creed is strict "Do No Harm" is not enough  Rescue is an act of love What fantasy is unfolding? Proper amount of hand-holding  How much time we spend wishing  I can't give you the real world  But I can make you feel  Like a real queen  Whose bed are you lounging in? Whose arms are pulling you in? Mine. Mine. You're mine Happy Ending every time.

Look at all these lies surrounding me  Still I try to find the truth When you look into my eyes  Look at all of this. Another kiss Look at all these promises They make me high Your arms around me Look at all these feelings  How much have I written? You will never be forgotten  In my heart In your face  I maintain the lover's pace I give you more than before  In the cloudy skies my spirit flies  Look at you standing right here  Raw & rare & filled with fear  All these doubts pollute my thoughts  All these touches confuse the heart  The truth of it all is confusion  To you I can't say No Look at all these mistakes  Still it's you I choose. I never hesitate  Look at all these kisses we shared I try to keep up. Reunion & forgiveness  Look at all the times we loved Look At All These Kisses.

I like when he grabs my hand in public or sends a thinking-of-you text.

-- I'm not reading a book unless I know the ending first. Investing my time. I'm not driving somewhere unless I know the destination --  Brilliant novelist Alex has a 30-day deadline literally. To avoid death he must finish a new manuscript for the bonus to pay a gambling debt.  One problem. He hasn't started. Writer's block has two sources. You don't have anything to say. Or you don't know how to say it. One solution. Emma the stenographer. She gives Alex something to write about. She teaches him how to express it. Sweet romantic comedy. "Alex & Emma" 2003 on Tubi.

In My World it's where you've been  In my heart What are you doing?  Renovating? Oh no! Tearing me apart  In my soul I don't let go  In my house I reinforce  Walls of protection  Talk of self-reflection In my ear Tell it to me good Make it real Make it flood So I don't forget  Why I came in this room You lounge in lingerie  At my place You are safe  In my eye The prettiest wedding cake  By my side Holding hands  Determined & nervous  Serious & humorous  In My World there you've been  In my heart What are you doing? Oh no! Renovating again? Giving me a new start  Cleaning up is cleaning out  The cobwebs & the doubt  In My World Tossing memories to the wind In my heart  Oh no! Tearing me apart. (4/15/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem  In My House -- Mary Jane Girls 1985

Where are the drapes? My heart is naked without a secret  Standing before you  Don't reject me. Accept me My heart is vulnerable  Walking on the beach  Skinny-dipping at the swimming hole  Bumping elbows at the clinic  My heart is naked  In the palm of your hand Nestled under a trestle  Praying on the prairie  In a thunderstorm  No shelter safe or warm  Hurtful words on my mind On your list of sins My heart is naked  No curtains yet I'm certain  No guilt or shame or redemption  Raw as a polar vortex  Dangerous like sex No drapes to hide the shapes  No clothes conceal the soul With you in this closet Nothing is a secret  And my heart is naked.

"Love Without Fear" 2022 TV-MA on Tubi. Wow! You vacation to Mexico to propose to your girlfriend. She gets food poisoning first few days. You explore the town alone. She browses your camera. Discovers nude photos of a musician & you. "Don't touch me......you f*cking faggot!" Usually that's the end of a relationship. You can't lie your way out of it. Sometimes you can have get-even sex then recommit. But how if your partner had a same-sex affair? Of course she must "kiss a girl". I can't wait to share the movie with my boyfriend. It's his worst nightmare if his wife finds out about me. No guarantee she will forgive him & get over it like this fictional film. English subtitles for Spanish & English mixed throughout. When Leo tops Josh, Josh's face turns red at a certain moment. So hot & realistic. This 2-hour movie I won't soon forget. She says she's only slept with 2 men. There's a long silence. Are you s

Your heart is on my pillow  Your eyes look out my window  Your arm surrounds me Like heat lightning  Your love grounds me It keeps my head on straight  So my heart doesn't palpitate I rotate for a kiss  Through a portal to somewhere  We both gasp for air We drool like fools As we fool around  In the mind & heart We play the part On stage the rage Is tamed by love  On my pillow  Truth is hard to swallow  Looking out my window  Your authenticity surprises me Shock & awe. Space & time  Your love has grounded me.

3 a.m. Invisible like the wind Rules don't apply to me  I can write about anything  I prefer it be about you  3 a.m. You can call anytime  It's not like it used to be  No job to wake up to I prefer thinking of you Outside my window in the wind  The flags clack against the pole Here I am by myself alone  I prefer to be with you  3 a.m. Souls confused as Hell  Writing is how I tell  The quiet parts out loud On the phone a click away  You lie there wide awake  Your mind wrestles with yesterday  I just wrote another poem My heart is your pillow  3 a.m. All is well.

"Ideal Home" 2018 on Tubi. Gay family comedy movie. I relate to Paul, always dismissed, overlooked yet doing all the behind-the-scenes work that makes things happen. Erasmus is like all my ex's...... carefree lying cheaters. So? They love unequally but still they love each other. When the boyfriend's grandson is dropped off, Paul becomes the kid's favorite father figure, recognizing all his quiet efforts. Paul feels the pride of a father. Happy family.  (Of course I have a huge fan man crush on Paul Rudd. I'm glad I stumbled on this film.)

You can run & hide You might stay & try Until we figure out why We Fell In Love  You may ask a dumb question  No stupider than my answer What is our relationship? We Fell In Love  You can drive a hundred miles  Send a dozen flowers  Bring a smile & wonder why  We Fell In Love  Google it to your heart's content  There's no hypothesis to explain  The strange phenomenon of how We Fell In Love  You can look me in the eyes  You don't run. There you stay  Never will we forget the day We Fell In Love  Research the world & the 7 seas  Climb every family tree  We started our own family when  We Fell In Love.

I should be lonely in despair & pain Hurting & numb like a cold rain Whining & pining for you. But I'm not  I should be sad with chagrin  Whenever you're gone  My eyes bloodshot. But they're not Some liquor I should be drinking  Love-sick or upset from thinking  Feeling burnt out with doubt. But I'm not  My body should be sleepy tired Restless from the stress Yeah recuperating in bed. But it's not You could meet someone  I might never see you again  I should be concerned. But I'm not I should be lonely with an aching heart  I should be sad & forlorn  But I'm not. Your love is always with me.

No Matter What I do  I see your face in my mental space Your smile discombobulates Nothing matters but you I see your whole body wave When you see me arrive  Like the last time  You turn up my dial  Make room for boom My touch feels your body heat  You've been working out  Training to be a superstar  In the dojo of my heart  No Matter What  You & your face up in my mental space  Unfunny jokes bomb with truth  Nothing matters to me but you  No Matter What I do  Over there's your face Here's my mental space  Nothing matters but you. ************* Theme Song for this Poem  🎶 Nothing from nothing leaves nothing  You gotta have something If you wanna be with me 🎶 

After 3 pm a park northside Waynesboro. We both had eclipse sunglasses. But it was cloudy. We were about to drive off. The clouds broke for one minute only. We kissed on the lips under a 90% solar eclipse. I will never forget that.  Total Eclipse of the Heart 

E-Day of 2024 Day of the Great Solar Eclipse  I'm kissing you on the lips  Epic romance of a lifetime  A landmark has arrived  Confirmed & subscribed But weatherman rains on my parade She calls for clouds & shade Yeah she's been wrong before  If we can't see it  What's the backup plan? Same thing. No change  E-Day of 2024 Kissing you on the lips  Under a solar eclipse  There ain't nothing that can stop us  From kissing on the lips.

When your co-workers find out you're gay, they secretly tell everybody. Acquaintances & strangers alike. Why? They're hoping someone will gay-bash you but they don't have the balls to do it themselves. So somehow in this military drama action film, other units know that your unit has a gay couple. At the cocktail lounge, here come the gay insults & fighting.  I only watched the first half hour of the 2-hour movie. I'm taking a break. And I don't want to give away any spoilers but I will if I review the whole movie. Love in Country on Tubi. I finished it. Very powerful! It was not the gay version of "Platoon". In Platoon, all those things did happen BUT not to one platoon. So it was over the top. Whereas "Love In Country" is more believable, focusing on a single squad selected for an elite mission. Remember..... A weak story needs great actors. A great story can be told by anyone.

Being a man is lonely. You get used to it. A better way to say it... It's more lonely being a man. It was not always like this. Women were more lonely & isolated. But it's flipped since white males became a persecuted, marginalized group. Their gathering clubs dismantled.  The favored seek to isolate members to minimize the group. While building camaraderie among the favored. Women say it's justified because old dead white guys look like you. Welcome to discrimination. But also men's nature is to be individualistic, a leader, lone ranger. He must focus his ego & drive on his own goals. While others try to force him off course. Also a man needs human connection. How much? I've made it a routine to visit my straight friends in another town. My routine romance is a weekly date with a closeted trans woman.  But he understands a man's nature because he is a man & lives as a man. He has researched & once seriously considered transition. Until he met me

I don't want to love you  But I will anyway. I know it's wrong  Here I am. Another love song  I don't want to care  Or wonder where you are  If you made it home safe  After we made love great If you could see for smiling  If you could drive without gliding  On the strength of us  Just knowing my promise  I need to see you again  Yeah I know it's wrong  I don't want to but I will anyway  I don't want my heart to get hurt  But it does anyway  We had a long & slow talk  So much we had to say  If you could see me smiling  I would be flying without falling  On the updraft of us A promise to lift us up I don't want to love you  I know it's wrong  But I will anyway. And always.

Many a Smile have graced my face But none like the one you gave me  Many a time I've been alone  In the forest under starry skies  Once a sweltering summer night  On the roof of my mini van  Seeking out any subtle breeze Looking down I see a flash  Looking up A red hot meteor tail fades away  Then I remember you in my present Like astronomical phenomenon  I can feel it Soon we'll be kissing on the lips Under a solar eclipse  Even if it's cloudy or rainy  We just won't be able to see it Many a Smile have graced my face  But none like the one you give me.

🎵 At first I held you in the palm of my hand I let you slip through like grains of sand My Mistake was to love you girl (love you boy) My my my Mistake was to give my all Tell the world🎵 

Dead Hot ep. 1 of 6. TV-MA for coarse or crude language. Much more going on here. Psychological thriller / horror. Your boyfriend disappears leaving behind a puddle of blood & severed ring finger. It still has the ring. The disappearance haunts you for years until you finally meet a guy. Same thing happens again.

What I ever do to you? Oh that's right Everything you ever wanted me to  Open up the door. I offer my hand  Across the threshold. I carry you to bed Room of candles & incense  The love-making is intense  What I ever do for you? Make it true & brand-new  I rub your feet. Massage your back  I lead you there through Heaven's crack Wine & chocolates. Love intoxicates  What I ever do to you? Everything you ever wanted me to  I open up my heart Feel free to speak romance  Love makes no sense  Candles & rent What I ever do to you? Oh that's right  Everything you ever wanted me to. Theme Song for this Poem  Diana Ross & Marvin Gaye 1973 You Are Everything 

Be careful what you wish for. As a man in a woman's body, other women saw you as a lesbian. At least you were getting laid with your attracted gender. Now women see you as gay. 4 years on Testosterone. 3 years since top surgery. No bottom surgery yet. As a man, people don't treat you as nicely.  Backlash to this video caused Sam to follow up with the Best things about Being a Man. Beard, body hair & you can go shirtless. Also people are short with you & call you Mr. & a gentleman. The video is 4 years old when Sam was 4 years into his transition started when he was 19. 

I totally support you I just think you're gonna fail Horrific honesty of a lover I think you're good but not great Take another writing class Your book was a flop Not so dangerous after all Only 4 people ever voted for you? Officially. So knock it off! When you put it like that Looks like I failed again maybe  You're looking in the wrong direction Looks like I fail at everything But there is something else  Invisible yet very real Not only is it a lump in your throat  How I love you like a GOAT The Greatest Of All Time You totally support me Especially when I fail 🎵 Looks like I failed again It just looks like that The Greatest Of All Time Baby you're looking in the wrong direction  Looks like I failed again It just looks like that  Looks like I failed again 🎵 💋 🎶

Grab on to my waist Another chance I take Hold on to my heart 'Cause it just might break Latch on to my coattail Ride it like a boat sail Stroke the serpent We've no reason to repent Grasp the way it once was In the past that's all done Soon eclipse of the sun Kissing you with passion A fresh beginning At first light of day Grab on to my waist Hold on to my heart 'Cause It Just Might Break.

 This was a wild movie. You make a connection at the sex club. He tops you in the moment of passion. You realize he was not wearing a condom. You are HIV+. You ask him to come with you to the clinic for treatment to prevent transmission right now. Surprisingly he does. Your relationship develops. 

"Who wants to be loved like a friend?" Your gay best friend (Robert), girl best friend (Cynthia) & you (Mark) move to New York. Secretly Robert is in love & infatuated with you. You are clueless. You limit your tricks to 2 dates so it stays casual. He's unlucky. You fall for a sketchy bad-boy neighbor, who betrays you.  Robert needs a Grand Gesture to get your romantic attention. He plays an original song on piano for you. Cynthia has a nervous breakdown. When you & Robert visit her back home, you finally accept Robert as more than a serious friend. Broadway Damage 1997 on Tubi. Definitely a gay movie but not in the LGBTQ section.

At the end of the road There will I be standing At the spring of the river Calmly I'll be waiting For your hand in marriage When the grass has turned brown I'll still be around When your hair has turned gray I'm still here. Still gay For your hand in marriage Under the rickety bridge A-top the windy ridge Blind in a sunny fog I keep fumbling along For your hand in marriage When all the leaves have fallen Still I come calling When all our looks have faded Looks like we made it Hand in hand in marriage For all the heartache & pain From the edge of the drain To the butt of the trail Amidst a gale on the ocean My lips kiss yours Thanks For Your Hand In Marriage.

Your roommate's lies almost get you killed. She starts walking home from work to get in shape. It turns into obsessively following people. Sort-of straight cruising. She follows a dentist to his office. They go on a date. To end it, she says she's married. You use her dentist. He connects your address with her address. He thinks you're the husband. He over-doses you with painkiller. But nobody dies. Happy ending except for the guilt-ridden dentist, who quits his practice. Men start following your sexy roommate. You recover & meet someone in the men's room, the final scene. The thumbnail is misleading. It's not a gay movie. You're the gay supporting actor. Full movie is free without commercials on YouTube. 

Whatever I might have said Whatever made you mad I didn't mean it When I was late last night I didn't call as I promised I didn't mean to make you upset Or have 2nd thoughts about what we had When I said those mean things I didn't mean to push & shove  In you I found a Meaningful Love What you are to me is how I feel Like a dream of pillow talk & steel A chance you might not be real In my heart something meaningful Whatever distressed you I must have done by accident Wherever you've run to I will find you by touch & scent If I hurt you... I didn't mean it If it's true... Do you feel it? Whatever trouble comes between us We found Meaningful Love.