Should Be But I'm Not

I should be lonely in despair & pain

Hurting & numb like a cold rain

Whining & pining for you. But I'm not 

I should be sad with chagrin 

Whenever you're gone 

My eyes bloodshot. But they're not

Some liquor I should be drinking 

Love-sick or upset from thinking 

Feeling burnt out with doubt. But I'm not 

My body should be sleepy tired

Restless from the stress

Yeah recuperating in bed. But it's not

You could meet someone 

I might never see you again 

I should be concerned. But I'm not

I should be lonely with an aching heart 

I should be sad & forlorn 

But I'm not. Your love is always with me.