Gay Love & Romance

You say it's over But I don't think so I say I love you You say - How can you? I don't know right now You make it hard Hard to love you I gotta step up my game again Explain how my man's a ten The prettiest dime of all time  You say it's over I don't think so You've said that before Then you loved me more You said goodbye & left Then resurfaced at my door Looking for your lost breath You thought it was over there Oh now you're sober  You feel so bad You want me back Okay Yes me too You said it was over I said I love you You said - How can you? I don't know You're making it hard Hard to love you I do it anyway I don't know why It's a secret of the heart You say it's over I don't think so You make it rock hard Hard to love you You say it's over I say I love you How can you? I think we both know You say it's over But I don't think so. (1/31/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem

All night pillow talk Tick tock of the clock I can't sleep Lying beside your body heat You have so many questions I need your definitions Of simple things like Love What do you think it's made of? Same as the moon Or something more mushy Like feelings & balloons Why is your heart so pushy? I don't really know With you I just let go You seem so free & clear While I subdue my fears Ask me another uncomfortable question I tell you all my secrets I can't sleep when I'm falling It's hard to hide when Love is calling Pillow talk so deep Just won't let me sleep Ask me anything I feel your body heat For now I have no secrets The sky is turning blue Pillow Talk with you. (1/29/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem 🎵 You know who you are 🎶 You brown sugar coat it with snow 🎶 Surrealistic Pillow 🎵

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Checking in with Spencer Klavan. Minute 44:40 The young gay conservative intellectual discusses spirituality with his father. Spencer seems okay. He's wearing his gay wedding ring. Still lifting weights.  From my impressions, the necklace probably serves to soften his image. To look more gay. And the long sleeves could be hiding tattoos. Spencer is no square like his dad.  This fan sends a friendly wave to Spencer. Podcast on YouTube Comment to the video... 44:40 Please stop saying "My son, no relation" It's confusing. Must be an inside joke. Just say "My son Spencer". I'm proud to be joined by my son Spencer to discuss spirituality.  The "no relation" joke has run its course. Never was funny. Treat your son like the adult man you're so proud of that you have him on your show.  I shared this video & timestamp to Facebook & my gay love & romance blog. I pray Spencer continues to be blessed.

First sight First glance Another chance for romance I wish that's how it was But it wasn't until the 3rd date That I knew I was in love with you First kiss First grope First coupling full of hope That's not how it was It took a few hookups Then I knew I was in love with you First love letter First poem First time you came to my home I wasn't so sure of us First argument First breakup Then I knew I was in love with you First time you saw me You exposed your vulnerability You asked if I was gay When I said Yes You caught your breath As your body said Please When I knew I was in love with you You tricked & deceived me Because you didn't want to lose me You lied to others to be with me You made sacrifices for my heart Then I knew I was in love with you. (1/27/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem "If You Don't Know Me By Now" At first I thought of the Simply Red version because it's more gay. Then I saw the colorful stage costumes ...

Your mom says - Your grandma's new homecare assistant looks like an immigrant from Faroffistan. He can't be trusted. You say - He's Jewish from Amsterdam. Besides he's gay & you love him. If you must choose between family & love, then love wins every time. No one had to make that choice in this romantic movie with a happy ending. Just Friends. 2018 gay love story on Tubi. In Dutch with English subtitles. The film is better than the music videos. Rated TV-14. Trailer.

The flower has faded The colors are pastel You were my favorite You still are The hair has turned grey Wrinkled is the skin Your touch I savor it You're my star I'm your greatest fan You're my forever man Once you were sweet & delicate You still are You were pretty & petite Boy did I feel the heat You were so beautiful You still are So many years have passed Many times I lost my breath You must have taken it It's okay I don't want it back You were so scandalous You made love so serious You were sure of you & me You still are You made me trust you Like a siren to the rocks You were so seductive You still are We fell in love in bad weather Through an angry tempest together  You were so brave & beautiful  And you still are.

On my date at the coffee shop, I also played the hook & the 2 power chords of this song I wrote & recorded not too long ago. I was fat & my face was puffy. I lost weight from the May hormone injection that almost killed me. I'm slowly regaining some healthy weight. [ D ] Beer [ Em ] For Breakfast  Happy chord ..... Sad chord

The weather is hot So are you Honest & raw January Thaw Warm as a thunderstorm Like sex after polar vortex A snowball's chance in Hell January Thaw Muddy from heavy rain Under the bridge Unrestrained Kissing without thinking January Thaw We talk about our feelings And all the reasons It worked in all the seasons January Thaw Last week was deep freeze Now buds bulging on trees You didn't call me back You broke my thermostat Just wait til next week Cold as a witch's tit But today it's perfect Honest & raw January Thaw We reminisce as we talk I play guitar in a coffee shop Acoustic on the couch A love song I wrote for an old flame 🎵 Your smiling face Puzzled look Your insults & your kisses I miss them already 7 days 6 nights 4 hours I miss you now 🎵 I sang out of tune to you Everybody there knows I love you With all my gay heart  Honest & raw January Thaw. (1/25/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme song for this Poem Reasons by Earth Wind & Fire 🎵 The...

I fell in love And my heart is still falling Down the hill on bloody knees My body burst a little When I met your spirit I trip in the mountain stream I'm still tripping in this dream Over the spillway skinny-dipping  My heart takes a dive Your smile brings me to life I fumble on the trail I stumble on your tail Over the top of the trees My soul floats high in the sky My hope too close to the sun Yeah I got burned You miss me I fell in love with you  And my heart is still falling.

Inspired by the Rock Hudson story. Before "Fellow Travelers" there was STRAIGHT-JACKET. The Red Scare & the Lavender Scare. How did we survive the absurdity? Push a guy back in the closet enough, and he has nowhere to come but out. ♥️🔥💕 Straight-Jacket. 2004 gay comedy on Tubi. Rated Mature. Trailer.

When we met & fell in love, we started dating twice a week. We couldn't handle it. Passion kept burning too hot when apart. We slowed down to once a week. Then every 2 weeks.  Eventually we slowed it down to once every 6 weeks. That was too slow. Years go by. We speed it up again. We settle on once a week with exceptions. That seems to be working. We still can't handle twice a week. We tried.  ♥️ When will I see you again? 🎵💕

🎵 You grow sweeter & sweeter Sugar Lump da-dump da-dump 🎶 First song i ever remember liking. Released Jan. 6, 1964. I was born March 5. You do the math. I was born sweet & got sweeter. (1/20/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Am I delusional? Or am I in Love? Sure I'm confused enough Around the edges rough Faded flower on the inside Secret Lover Bumpy Ride To them you're invisible To me so vulnerable Strong feelings easily hurt Earthquakes of the heart Off the Richter Scale Romance without fail Am I delusional? Or am I in Love? Yes.

What are you pretending? To be my wife The love of my life Are you really acting? When I kiss you in the sun I miss you & your fun When I touch you in that spot Are you faking? Are you hot? Do you mind if I pretend? You're actually my real wife My confidante & best friend The love of my life When you smile into my eyes Through your lies I realize You're as real as the wind I'm not pretending I want to be your husband My mind is made up I pretend you're actually my wife My heart is filled up True in the braggadocio of romance I'm not really pretending You are the Love of my Life. (1/19/2024. Gay Love & Romance) High Inergy early 1980s. I used to have this record. He's a Pretender He doesn't mean a word of it He's out to break a heart tonight It might as well be mine.....

You were feeling bad About the circumstances Of our secret romance We take so many chances  Later you feel ashamed But not about us As you drive home Your body is not cringing Out loud your heart is singing The minor injuries are tingling On your lips the aroma of your lover Friction burn & chafing Grinning & laughing all the way home You carry me inside of you As long as you can There's nothing wrong about us I lifted you so high The moon don't want to set Only when you see others You start to feel bad About the circumstances We take crazy chances Your heart blurts out careless whispers Lucky for you Nobody listens Lucky for me You love the things I do Even after you leave my house Sometimes you feel bad But not about us. Theme Song for this Poem Careless Whisper by George Michael

What's that supposed to mean? What are you trying to say about me? People are so self-centered. Pride declarations sound like that mixed-race couple who give you the evil eye......like you're judging them. But you weren't thinking about them. ♥️  I've been both recently monogamous & open relationship with my boyfriend. I had E.D. & a new cancer drug. I fell guilty I couldn't satisfy my boyfriend. So I opened up the relationship. For about 60 days. Bad idea & poor judgment on my part.  Jealousy has 3 parts.... Fear of losing your lover, fear you won't find love again, fear of std's. I snapped out of it when I started physical therapy & exercise. I realized my relationship was slipping away. It was tearing him apart also. He's always been more monogamous. We had a date together with the clinic. All clear.  We recommitted to monogamy & each other. Our love grew deeper. We started a romance blog together. He said we have a "monogamy ...

The gods envy us They are so jealous  Each moment could be our last More passion in every instant Our ephemeral love is relentless Reckless & ungovernable Delicate & vulnerable Each moment could be our last No yesterday or tomorrow The gods are jealous of us Our passion & romance Intensity of emotion The Wow! and the Kapow! Seriously engaged  The Yes & the Now The gods are so jealous They envy our ephemeral love They are jaded & faded Each moment might be our last So we make love like There's no yesterday or tomorrow Like an earthquake at a funeral To the gods it's only numbers To us we feel it like lovers The gods envy us Each instant could be our last But our love will last through the ages Faith & lust & kisses More passion than the moment before Crises keep rising to surprise us  The gods are so jealous. (1/18/2024. Gay Love & Romance) "The gods envy us because we're mortal..." "I thought you were a dumb brute. I could have...

Reunited through a phone call. He's not dead or ghosting me. He was sick like me. Yay!  We have a new phone protocol. I won't call you. If you don't answer or call me back, I start to worry. My hormones are out of whack from testosterone suppressor injection 7 days ago plus illness. From extreme emotional highs to tearjerking lows, it's drug-induced bipolar.  But unlike the March 31 "identical" injection that sent me to the hospital 3 weeks later, now I'm being treated for the side effects....mood swings. Hot flashes. High blood pressure. Erectile dysfunction. I'm back on a high note. Extremely high! The most romantic love song & sexiest performance EVER! When I'm dancing with you in a few days, this video will play on the big screen. UPDATE I previewed the video Hallmark card to him when I sang one word... REUNITED 🎵 He answered... And it feels so good 🎵 Most musical groups dream of the one hit in their career as big as this one. Most people...

Our gay love is a secret Paradoxically There are no secrets between us Not supposed to be The more fiercely hidden The more outrageous are The chances we take We've taken some big ones As if we want to get caught We do. Don't we? The bigger the secret The more it seeks exposure At first it hides in the closet Then it hikes the forest Where no one can see us Then it strolls in the park Then lunch at a busy restaurant Holding hands in public Who we are is a secret But our gay love is obvious We may be on the down low I think everybody knows Our love is for the ages There are no secrets between us And one day We won't be a secret  You won't feel shame or guilt After taking all those chances Instead pride & hope will fill your heart We have no secrets between us And some day  We won't be a secret anymore. Theme Song for this Poem "Ready to Take a Chance again" Barry Manilow Foul Play 1978

Tuesday 3 a.m. 26 degrees. Snowplows are  beeping & scraping & spreading salt.  UPDATE I'm getting over being under the weather. From a high last Wednesday. Doctors visit. Hormone injection. Great date. I said I would call Saturday for a minute of phone sex reassurance. He hasn't called back.  It's in my mind that he's ghosting me. But more likely he lost his phone again. One time years ago we broke up for 7 months over that stupid phone. We agreed to have a sense of urgency in returning calls to your lover. Totally irrational to think he's dissing me on purpose. So I start to worry. I was already coming down with a cold. Sore throat. Hoarse voice. Which became a runny nose, sneezing, fever, fatigue. Hormones caused me to be emotional.  But it's okay. That's why you're here. I have something to say. Yesterday I visited friends for fellowship. Banter & repartee. Telling stories. I wore the mask inside. But we froze outside getting buzzed up. M...

Down-low Selfish Fake Pretender Why did I fall in love with you? Dammit What was I thinking? I wasn't. I'm still not Down-low Selfish Fake Pretender How did you get hooked up with me? An openly gay minor local celebrity Love is not to comprehend My head hurts my heart The words say what I don't want to hear But I'm a big boy I can take it I'm not faking but you are You sense people are hiding something Because you're hiding something BIG Whereas people open up to me Because I have no destructive secrets Except for one that's you The world knows I got somebody Most don't know who it is When my feelings get hurt I think of breaking up Then I remember One of my many silly promises How many times can I forgive you? All of 'em Down-low Selfish Fake Pretender I forgive you in advance I hope you're okay. Theme Song for this Poem "Why Did I Have To Fall In Love With You" Teena Marie 1980

I understand that your family, your wife, your job, your home are all more important than me. But I am f->king you. For 20 years. I need to be way high on your important list. If I call you when I said I would, you need to answer or call me back right away. I start to worry you're taking me for granted. You might be sick or in an accident. Do you even like me anymore? I want you to feel good about yourself. About us. I want you to feel good about me. Do you? Maybe we should take a break. Right when everything seemed to be going so great. That's how it works out sometimes. You joke that I won't break up with you because I'm old & ugly. To replace you, I only need to hook up once a week. The rest of the time, I'm alone. You will say I'm sensitive & overreacting. Yes. That's the nature of love. So I don't know. Thank you for the hot memories. Let's take a break. Unless you want to make up & talk it out. And commit to acting like a lover. ...

 

Even when he's wrong I'm there on his side There's only one reason:  I Love Him Is that clear enough? I didn't think so If we're at a party His story makes no sense His jokes aren't funny I won't shrug & grimace When he's not looking If someone says a bad word about him I will speak up & dispute the claim I will give strong words of testimony To cancel their negativity I will stand beside him Even when he's wrong You say it must be the sex Okay Only he is giving his body to me I appreciate that I respect that So naturally I act like it When the Love is true I don't have to try I'm required to be sincere And I am I support & protect him I'm there with another poem Even When He's Wrong.

  I called him. He didn't answer or call me back yet next day. I didn't want to call him. He asked me to. I said I like keeping promises to build trust for better sex. He also said something about touching base on Thursday. We were so high, there might be confusion. All that matters is I called. I start to worry. If he had just said next Thursday, I wouldn't be worrying right now. It could be worse if I had no one to worry about.

You sleep with your best teammate. Next day he's drafted into professional soccer. You are not. He ghosts you for 10 years. Then texts you. You drive 200 miles & risk your gay relationship.  To see how he is. You love him. He says he doesn't remember that night. He's spiraling down to rock bottom. He's straight but gay on the down low. You say goodbye forever. ♥️ The Pass. Intense gay drama on Tubi. Rated Mature.

You retire from the navy. Your first date was dishonorably discharged for being gay in Australia. He judges you. You argue. Through all the holidays & all the seasons, you two act like an estranged couple.  Until your matchmaker commits suicide. The will makes you both executors of the estate. So you come together finally. You choose happiness over doubt & fear. ♥️ Saltwater. 2012 frustrating gay love story on Tubi. Rated Mature but I would give it a PG-13 or TV-14 for gay kissing & subject matter. 

You're afraid that I'm like your ex No I'm not that guy I will tell you why Come a little closer Look me in the eye Let me hold your hand I am not that guy Who will tell a lie I might be wrong Mistaken all day long Confused & perplexed Until re-set by your sex Subdued by your passion I'm not that guy Who will make promises And betray the honesty Or flirt too much with other guys I will rush home to your doubting eyes I'm not like your ex's I'm not that guy I won't stay out all night I won't bring you roses Here's a picture of a flower And a heart-felt poem It came to me at work I come home to my lover I'm not like those other guys I won't hurt you on purpose I will rehearse my speeches Every minute away from you I spend Trying to comprehend How will I crush those memories? Quell the fear that I'm like your ex I prove it every day I need you to try harder Have faith in me I'm not that guy You fear I'm like your ex No I'...

Alex - I had an affair with my high school teacher. My parents pressed charges. I got a fake I.D. I visited him in prison. Next day he hanged himself in his cell. I've never told that to anyone. Sebastian - Come with me to Argentina. After leaving Sebastian at the airport, Alex has a panic attack. He runs back to the airport. ♥️ 2017 gay romantic drama on Tubi. Rated TV-14.

It was a sad day When I lost my faith When trust disappeared Fear reared its ugly head  When I stopped believing When I stopped loving It was a sad day When longing turned to dread Wishing replaced doing instead I moved into my head Safe & sound without betrayal Cruising Grindr without luck as usual It was a sad day When I lost trust in everyone I can't seem to have any fun Hope has faded My heart became jaded When my faith went away On that sad day Fear reared its ugly head When I stopped loving you It was a sad day Now I keep my eyes open Just in case my faith strolls in I might start loving again It will be a glad day When I start believing Sure it was a sad day When I lost my faith But now that I found you I start loving again I start believing My heart has hope Today is not a sad day.

Your straight friend (Alex) has a gay affair with you (Winston). He confesses he saved a guy from drowning, then pushed him back in the water when he started ranting how he would destroy the people Alex loves. You won't tell anybody. You say you love him. He says thank you. You hug & walk away forever.

Rejection is unpleasant. Political correctness is polite dishonesty.  I was on Grindr for 20 days. I chatted with this guy every day. We exchanged dik pics & face pics. He talked about hooking up with other guys & it didn't work out. Why don't you hook up with me? That's why I'm chatting you up.  He said he wasn't feeling well or depressed when I asked to meet. Then on Day 20 he wanted to meet. I had just made up with my boyfriend. I deleted the account without responding.  Why did Grindr guy put me off so long? Was he waiting for an std to clear up? He liked me & didn't care about infecting those other tricks? Who knows. ♥️  Another guy I chatted for multiple days. The tables were turned. I went online to say, ok let's hook up. His account was deleted. Of course other guys blocked me.  On the first day a guy stood me up then messaged me a few days later like we had never agreed to hook up already. I ignored or ghosted him. That means.... I'm...

Hoping for your big break, eventually you tire of all the sex parties & random hookups. And then all the failed dates. You fall in love with your dancing co-star. He's HIV+.  You don't believe your own negative status from whoring around so much. You feel safer with an honest pos guy after screwing half of L.A. ♥️  The Wishmakers. 2011. Gay romantic comedy on Tubi. Rated R. Trailer.

Just when I think It can't get any better Guess what? It gets better I'm flying high above A hot balloon filled with love Light heart full of delight We make out & sleep at night We toss & turn like viper snakes Burn & learn from mistakes Pillow talk disarms the heart Vulnerable to your judgment I'm in a predicament When I think It can't get any better It does Just when I believe The affair has run its course The stream has run dry for summer The feelings have grown old like winter Surprising tempest in a teapot Passion with my man You're hot I hear a clap of thunder I'm struck with wonder He has a secret name & it's real He's my lover & I wear his ring From above Floods of Love Just when I think It can't possibly get any better Guess what? It definitely gets better The fling did not run out of juice We gave another try & then another Just when we think It simply can't get any better Guess what? IT GETS BETTER.

You fall in love with a guy at college. You both later find out his mom accidentally killed your brother in a car accident when you & he were too young to remember. You must forgive him & his mom & your mom. Your mom must forgive him & his mom. His mom must forgive herself. You & he fall deeper in love. Akron. Benny & Christopher's gay love story. On Tubi. Rated Mature.

First 3 minutes of 2024 CNN shows 2 men kissing optimistically. Some people are upset. I'm jealous it wasn't me & my partner. ......... The take-away for me is that New Year's Eve is when you celebrate YOUR family. The romantic partner you choose. You kiss during the first instant of the new year to show optimism & promise. Love is faith & hope. You countdown to that very second.  45 days later you will celebrate YOUR family again on Valentine's Day. In the coldest part of winter, as sunlight grows stronger, you have each other. Whereas Christmas & Thanksgiving you celebrate your parents' family, mom, dad, siblings, cousins, etc. You & your spouse celebrate your children. On New Year's & Valentine's you & your spouse celebrate your union.  Christmas is rebirth of life. New Year's is renewal of love. Marriage protects YOUR family from your parents' family, your biological family. 💋 What the world needs is more families.

Lovey-dovey That's us We make Time jealous Sweet heart Sweet honey Relentless we're in Love Romance for the ages Passion keeps on raging We come back to each other Every chance we get We take a bigger one The heart breaks We make mistakes I forgive you & you me Let's run another risk May I have this dance without music? Let's make Time jealous Lovey-dovey That's us Sweet heart Sweet honey Faith forget the money Risk it all on romance Overcome when together Soulmates for the ages Forever we're in Love We make Time jealous Lovey-dovey That's us.

Compared to you Nothing can stand Giant trees & rainbows alike They fall to their knees When together we hike Mountain streams have but one brand To make me smile & wonder why Compared to you Nothing can stand Records are broken When sweet words are spoken Clouds bow down as fog At-risk is every heart Under the stars They shoot & fall Like I fell in love Even the mud dries up for you Tears on tip-toe Lust on auto Your sparkling eyes on over-drive Compared to you Nothing can stand There beside you Am I On my knees like fallen trees Mountain streams fill my dreams Lying beside you Now I understand I feel brand-new to your brand You make me smile  Compared to you Nothing can stand.

Your kiss over the phone I will never forget Moist & wet Loud & confident  To my ear through the speaker No love could ever be deeper You kissed me over the phone I said something like I give you kisses Then you gave me one I will never forget By myself at home alone You kissed me over the phone.

When I wake up beside the wrong thong I know she'll be gone when I get home Baby When I try to write her a new love song I give up & stay out all night long Yeah baby You say. Have a drink. Just 1 or 2 It'll do you good. Cheer you up Baby I drink so much that I get drunk Enough to follow my urges My wallet comes out splurging I'm not ashamed of dancing with a trans I am lost in a strange romance Baby Her voice is deep when she speaks Adams Apple as big as an apple I might be drunk. Sobering up Still here with you. I must be Bi Yeah baby I take a break from being straight I wake up beside the wrong thong Baby She'll be gone when I get home I might as well stay with him a little longer Yeah baby I wake up beside the wrong thong I make myself right at home Baby I wake up beside the wrong thong I'm still here. Ain't I? Yeah baby I give up & write a love song I wake up beside the wrong thong Baby yeah baby!

You called me out of the blue To tell me what you had to say It made my day Not what I wanted to hear But it was you in my ear By the way What are you wearing? Hmm. I see. Hot ! With a frill? I got a thrill I'll see you soon until... What I mean to say A titillation to tide me over A sweet nothing I can deal with bad news If it comes from you You make my day When you call me out of the blue You pucker out a kiss Over the speaker Another chance to say I Love You When you call... I get a thrill.

I was sure I was G (gay). My boyfriend was B (bisexual) & Q (questioning). When he came out as T (transvestite) to me, I became more B & Q. When I came down with E.D. (erectile dysfunction) we became like an L (lesbian ) or Q (queer) couple. When I started C (cialis) we became like an S & M couple (straight & married). 😁👍  A Queer couple is 2 tops or 2 bottoms or throuple. A Gay couple is a top & a bottom.

They can't see how you feel About me And they never will They will never comprehend Nor will we The Mystery of Love Where my breath goes When you take it away How fast my heart beats When you have something to say The shock & awe of Love's see-saw The shocking truth honest & raw What does it all mean? How you feel about me They can't see it They try but can't believe They can't even conceive it You're much more than a friend The Mystery of Love They will never comprehend Nor will we.

Reality does me no good Seeing things as they truly are Yeah that's not good for my heart Ever since the day I fell in love with you My head was in the clouds My feet shuffled on the ground Pride came crashing down Whiplash !  Bouncing all around My shoes got tongue-tied When my soul got satisfied Ever since the day I fell in love with you Reality & me don't get along My safe place is a love song Seeing things as they truly are Yeah that's not good for my heart Reality does me no good Ever since the day  I went all the way Whiplash ! I fell in love with you Ever since that day Reality does me No Good.

Keep on keeping on! My 2024 resolution. 2023 in Review. I came out as gay on Facebook. Way out. I started a second Gay Love Romance blog. The first one was a collaboration with my lover to save our relationship after we broke up in summer 2022. It worked. The blog ran its course. We're closer than ever. By the end of the year I started the Gay Poem Podcast as a spin-off to read the love poems & stories. All so my boyfriend can see me & my new content anytime anywhere. And to leave a legacy when I pass away. I won't have a funeral & I will be cremated. In December I created Blair's Prostate Cancer blog to tell my story. I'm not dead yet. Anyone, my lover or doctor, can read it without being a member of Facebook or anything. I can't write long-form content. I'm too good a writer. Full of braggadocio, piss & vinegar. Happy 2024 !!! ♥️💋💕🎵🌈🦄🔥 I got to use my imagination To keep on keeping on 🎵