Gay Love & Romance

Please don't misconstrue these kisses They were meant for you My future Mrs No one else is on my list When I find you in my arms Under the spell of my charms My ring on your magic finger Lose track of space & time Close your eyes like mine Feel the body heat The depth of heavy breath The truth of pounding hearts Open your eyes & behold Somewhat fuzzy what I foretold Don't misunderstand my kisses My hand was meant for you my Mrs When candles flicker   Passions linger My mind draws a blank   I can't think  My soft filter camera lens Can see only you Eyes open or shut    Love is blind You're the only one on my mind These kisses are meant for you My beloved Mrs.

You shouldn't love me so much  I don't deserve it    Can't return it I have obligations I'm not gay the same way as you It will never work out I can never give to you What you offer me Lopsided love if there ever was one You should find a full-time partner You deserve better Are you sure?     Hold on a minute What are we gonna do about it? Call it what it is LOVE SHAMING Everything you just said is true Still I'm not ashamed of loving you I don't know why     That's how it is You can have some of my confidence  So stop shaming me for loving you Hold my hand & live again.

Mitch's coming out story (Oct. 11, 2021) after 13-year straight marriage.  He was on Scruff, Instagram, Facebook. He traveled out of state to hook up without telling anyone. Didn't work out. Met someone closer to home. 7 months together so far. Mitch is still learning about gay culture. And gay love. ♥️

What?    Life goes on Heart keeps beating Clock keeps ticking Everything's a symphony Until it's not Lungs keep on breathing Traffic jams & flows Wind is calm then blows Everything sucks until it doesn't Until you step into LOVE What's that? Your heart skips a beat The clock stops You lose your breath You don't scream at other cars You're in a dream state What?     Life goes on But not like it was Before you found love Symphony becomes cacophony Rhythm to staccato Routine to urge & impulse  Two hearts sing in concert off-key Everything sucks except When Love comes out on stage.

We're on the same page There's a gap in our age We talked last week We made a plan if your closet crashes Deny & Lie until unless receipts Then confess your deceit You're gay You feared losing your family You still do You're still gay Boy am I ever here for you! I came out in the newspaper A year before we met Page 100 in my book Now we're on the same page Lie & Deny unless until receipts Yes I confess my deceit I hid my gay love not very well But he's not my lover He's just a friend  Just a mate He just looks like my secret boyfriend Say it like you believe it I fear losing you You are my family We're on the same page Deny & Lie until receipts Then confess our deceit The Greatest Romance of All Time The closet was dilapidated It collapsed like time lapse When our secret is exposed Our love continues to grow Until then    Lie & Deny  When caught    Confess our gay love We're on the same page Except now we're published.

Of all the promises I've made to you There's only one I can keep I love you Through thick & thin Straight-line wind Fire-driven tornado  I won't let go Keep it simple & easy I promise to love you In my arms & afar When we agree And don't see eye to eye I miss a word or two Like maybe Good-bye You'll never hear that I'll always come back To kiss you & tell you My exploits & temptations Your turn       Talk to me I promise to embrace your truth When I get a break From saving the world One promise I can keep I love you.

Calm heart  Take a look Can't stop    Thinking love One-track mind Yeah maybe so But look at the train All aboard    Let's go On a high tension ride With a calm heart I anticipate you'll be there On the platform waiting For me & my body You have a surprise party Passion is my gift Long is the journey Here I am    Where are you? Moments go by The platform empties All alone am I Finally I see a silhouette You're late     So what Here's your present Dammit Passionate hug & kiss My calm heart is released.

Nothing wrong was done Nothing to apologize for Let's keep it that way Kisses & Roses You told me why you chose me Brutal honesty Our affair is sexual Bedroom is the bedrock That's how it's unusual When a trick threatens it I compete & make up Like the cheating was a breakup Not to make you feel bad On the contrary To lift up the both of us In case I cheat in the future It's preventative medicine So nothing goes wrong Another fair-weather love song Kisses & Roses.

Yeah I gotta go ahead & say it I'm sated I've had enough of your love To last me a few days more Until you hold me like before The past is your promise To make it so good My eye doesn't wander If it does     I call you  And vice versa We're working the kinks out Finding the right balance Faith is undefeated over doubt Secret weapon is romance So much play last time I'm sated Satisfied & fulfilled I'll be warm inside until Again the need arises We can override the schedule If too strong are the urges Yeah I'm gonna say it For now I'm sated Feeling so good is underrated Thank you very much Sincerely.

I love you but I'm cheating on you with another man The memory of you The two of you look alike I'm having an affair somewhere gay In my head when you're far away I love you both but still I'm having a fling with another guy I'm seeing on the side in my mind  We have history flirting with your body We're swimming in a wet dream How I want you for dessert To protect you from any hurt Sorry not sorry Sweetie I'm cheating on you with another man He looks just like you     He is you  The promise of you I want to marry & give you my hand I do love you but also I'm in love with another man I made love to you last night But you're not here right now  So I'm cheating on you With your memory tonight.

What's the right ratio of love in a relationship? 50-50? Yeah I've been making remarks that I love my boyfriend more than he loves me. Today he called me out on it. What am I trying to say? He does love me a lot. He has made sacrifices. Am I trying to make him feel "less than"? I had to swing at the pitch. Yeah I do think that I love you more. So what? Let's say I give 90% & you give 10% of the relationship. I have extra to give. Give to who? To you. So you will have more love. You can give it back or give it away in other forms. You should feel love & desire washing over you. What am I trying to say? I want you to be lifted up by my love. You dispute the 90-10 ratio. Of course you do. That's hypothetical. Your love is different & harder to see. You're the sub bottom to my dom top. You're the muse to my inspiration. You saved my heart. A big chunk of my 90% comes from you. It only appears to come from me. Made it to first base. You changed

That's hot     Oh me I'm here naked as a jaybird Fun like an honest word Raw vulnerable & penetratable Turned on by your vocabulary Yes     It's red     Uh-huh     Ok I pull down your red panties Spank you for your naughty urges Thank you for what I just saw On the screen I grab your green bra Whisper in your ear in my love shack I reach around    You reach back  Hello there        What's up? We're separated by long distance Connected like love & romance Technology brings us together Just sent a live pic Hell yeah     You like it For real     I can't wait  Until then I'm reassured That's when I will get off From tour of duty & get home.

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I didn't cheat But I wanted to     I tried to I thought I saw you I felt so guilty I had to call How are you? How are you feeling about us? Our relationship? All good      Smooth sailing  Maybe that's the problem I'm back on the mild  hormone Still a man with manly urges You were unavailable In the moment of my temptation I'm not blaming you You reassure me soon enough You will satisfy my urges I'll be so glad no trick was there Babe stay strong      Keep the faith  Write another poem Call it a love song Make it steamy & raw Read it to me dramatically When I'm there decorated in lingerie Back in the arms of the author Save it for me Babe I got your manly reward Soon enough    Babe     Hold on.

Good sex is good for the soul Good for the heart Good for everybody  For the universe Ok you caught me in a tautology I'm busted with circular statement Good is good      Bad sex is bad A writer is a charlatan So many pose the question What are you trying to say? What's that supposed to mean? I compose another confused poem To make it clear I deliver the maxims My talking points of romance You say      Shut up & kiss me I hear your command Like a saxophone You don't understand my terms But you feel every note Truisms at the tip of your tongue Oh that's my lips I wrote this moment down To play later Now is the instrumental I shut up & kiss you  We Dance in Circles.

Sky of long shadows Day trip     Almost sunset I stop where we met Where we played last summer After we broke up Now we're back together Is that you with a backpack? My heart is racing That's not your dog or your truck But the man looks just like you Can't be Let me drive & turn around So much has changed up here I will offer him a ride to anywhere When I drive back down  He's getting picked up in a little car What made me stop here today? My relationship is better than ever More steady & stable & routine  Love-making hot like it used to be  Did I think I would catch you? Not really What's wrong with me? It was my urge & intent to cheat Babe I need your help  To get back on the right track.

Straight guy takes a break from being straight. He chooses you for a gay affair thinking it won't get serious since you're in a committed relationship. He's looking for a fling. You both fall in love. His heart is broken when he must break your heart. His straight break is over. So is your other relationship.

I see you sitting at the bar All by yourself I'm over here standing at a high table All alone My vision is clear You're a trans in a pantsuit I've decided I'm getting you Better get over to the bar And stand right next to you Strike up a conversation You've never heard before Are you worth a challenge? If I win  Do I score? You start walking in my direction  Like a lady with a strap-on Right up to my table I have a hard-time Literally I lose my breath But not my confidence You saw me staring at you Let's go out to the patio Why are you here?   Me too To make a connection Can I kiss you?  Yes Let's go back in high to a table Let the world see us together I'm hungry    Let's have dinner  Can I kiss you for dessert? Yes.

One night stand in the afternoon Turned into a full moon You didn't want to leave I didn't want you to My bad    Your mistake  We fell in love long ago This is how I describe it On this deserted dirt road Chilly autumn air I see your breath It dances with mine Our chapped lips tangle Our runny noses wrangle The steam is rising up Our bodies open up In my face  Your breath of love Thrill of the moment in your eyes Like we just met We hold hands  Under a full moon Inhale my breath  Exhale your love Since This Afternoon.

I'm rocking in my chair Swaying back & forth Fan blowing fresh air Thinking of our next date I CLOSE MY EYES  Remember many years together We don't live together Going Steady is to say it better Living separate lives Sharing the same love life How does that make sense? It doesn't      Blessing or curse  It's what we have in common I'm not the only one who matters I'm writing on this paper You're not here to behold But you will be in a few days No one has a better offer I'm not greedy I'm willing to accept love When I kiss     I CLOSE MY EYES  When you touch   We make love I CLOSE MY EYES  I'm satisfied swaying back & forth Living separate lives Sharing the same love Blessing or curse   It's what we have Love is blind    I CLOSE MY EYES 

You mean more to me than all my worldly possessions & relationships. You know who you are. ♥️♥️

The dream is in your eyes Not in the sky In your kiss Not in a house The love is in your arms Not in the barn In your smile Not on a ranch or farm The sincerity is nerve-wracking For the both of us Without the doubts That make us hesitate The wish is for romance Not security or wealth The thrill of a touch Explosion of lust The image of you is grainy The day after was rainy The passion was real The secret too great to keep  The flower has faded The light bulb has dimmed The chocolate melted All that matters  We felt it The promise will be broken Everything forgiven We'll go on living In a safe space called Love The dream is in your eyes In your kiss Stormy sky turned blue I still love you.

When you lose your confidence What can I do? Try to restore your belief That I love you As a bedrock to build on Babe you're worth it You deserve it You've earned it My love is shaky sometimes You're on my mind for a reason I want you so much To be strong & proud of yourself  You inspire my every love song The things you say to me I'm a talented writer & lover My gay page is important Just knowing you read it Wow! Kapow! in my heart You've become my target audience I build up your confidence To face any challenge I won't leave you in your struggle I hold you for a moment We snuggle I got your back & your flank I restore your belief in romance As you rediscover your confidence.

I know I shouldn't-a done What I did But here I am to make amends To heal your broken heart Here you are for a new start Every time I see you is like the first I know I shouldn't-a come here I was worried about you I came to find you At the same time You were searching for me I know I shouldn't-a done some things But coming back is not one of them Here I am to make amends Please take my hand Here I am again I know I shouldn't-a missed you  I'm sure I shouldn't-a left you Now here I am to make amends Here I am       I came back for your heart Here I am       Here I am

Ink & paper are of nature Words come from the spirit You haven't yet arrived I'm already Tongue-tied  I know exactly what to say Until you breathe on me I can't tell a lie  I come alive  I'm already Tongue-tied My belly is tied up in knots My heart guesses what Is tapping at my door I can speak no more You have arrived I'm already Tongue-tied You're a mouthful    A fumble for words that convey What's twisted in my mind   Steady in my heart I guessed right     You spend the day I was Tongue-tied until you left Now in love am I Forever I'm already Tongue-tied.

You drove slowly through the old town already dark evening in the fall of 1988. You flashed your lights. I followed to a secluded spot.  I must have looked like a giant standing next to my little Datsun car so you could see me. You emerged from your muscle car. Petite dark & handsome. My type. Quite petite in command of such a big rig. We chatted. I was in the army. You were a local. Both young. I remember not being able to say things out loud. I wanted to but couldn't. Am I looking for company? A nod says yes. My eyes say I want you badly. Yes I will follow you to your apartment.  I hold your arm for a second. Inside, still neither one of us can say out loud what we want. He's waiting for me to make the first move. Now I know I'm the top. Refreshments & small talk. We can't talk sex. We would never ask out loud... Are you gay? What do you like? I knew my role. Beer relaxed my inhibitions. I advanced on you. I kissed you. Hugged & touched & groped. Prolo

I call you at lunchtime The day I said I would You don't answer I leave a message You don't call back right away I start to worry in this order (1) You broke up with me        I just don't know it yet (2) You've had an accident (3) You lost your phone        Or left it at home As time adds up #2 starts to dominate My # supposed to be in your wallet Used to be I wouldn't answer unknown numbers Now I do in case it's you I understand there are no payphones How did you call me last time? You say simply... Don't worry Honey But I can't help it And that's being dismissive I'm your boyfriend I'm supposed to worry You used to worry about my feelings So promise to call me back With the sense of urgency of love I know I shouldn't worry so much Let's kiss  Forgive & Make up.

To Clear My Head of thoughts I take a walk With memories of you & me Well-traveled trail beside a river We took so many chances So many pictures  Provocative poses We looked both ways Then we kissed & groped Did anyone see us? Honestly I hope so    Can I post it? You nod Yes    Love is a process I'm walking to clear my thoughts It's not working To put out of mind the Restless Yet I keep on thinking How we walked so slow Elbow to elbow  Sexual innuendo You disrobe for a nature picture So many they clog my phone To remember you by I'm walking to be clear  It's not working I change my goal to fresh air My thoughts are foggy When you're not here with me  To Clear My Head  But you're on my calendar.

Early morning sun is red Like your hair & skin so fair Horizon is at hand Like your stare so rare Your blue eyes Undress & unravel my nerves  Reflection of a surprise Recollection of a good time You keep looking at me not the sun What? I'm so hot? No the sun lights YOU up Yet pale compared to us together  The red hues of the clouds From purple to blue is the sky In my brown eyes I'm your soul reflected back Naked in your arms The hope is in your heart You reach out for my hand I will hold you in any weather Like I told you I will always love you & be there Especially Right Now 

Love Keeps Me Warm (1998) In my room is a wood stove But there's no heat On the floor is a mangey mutt With nothing to eat On the wall is a pair of clocks Neither one of them works In my bed is a woman She's wearing my shirt ( Chorus ) If you think I'm poor Then don't knock on my door If you think I'm cold Then you are rather bold I don't have much I don't have a lot I don't drive a car I don't drink at a bar But I've got love And it keeps me warm  ( Verse 2 ) In my house is a chimney But it don't see much smoke In my mind there are embers They are easily stoked In my soul there's ambition I work every day In my arms is a woman She's the reason I say ... Repeat Chorus ... I've got love Shelter from the storm.

Squeeze & relax Tease & recline Something new to remember Nothing like you existed ever Not in my mind You're one of a kind Easy like a nap Speechless in my lap Squeeze & relax There are no thoughts to articulate We are too high to communicate Except with smiles & vowels Touches & caresses Your mind fills with emotion Salty like the ocean The thrill of not thinking While in my lap you're sitting I hold your hand Squeeze & relax I kiss your lips You kiss me back Friction & sparks Naked in my lap you discover  Nothing like this existed ever Squeeze & relax ... Squeeze ... and ... Relax 

Discombobulated I just got laid Whose fault is that? I take the blame Like I took you Firmly & Tenderly With Hope & Honesty Laughing & Giggling Twerking & Wiggling Who else is implicated? I'm Discombobulated I just got back from Heaven The dice of love hit Lucky 7 My head spinning like a roulette Commoner made love to a princess Illuminati were left in shock When they saw us rock Like tick & tock We broke the piggy bank We left a note Co-signed     We got laid  At Love Casino      We did play  I'm the only one to blame Though we both got all... Discombobulated 

You think you're the greatest thing There ever was on Earth I totally agree Greater than the Pyramids Yep      You take my breath Higher than Mt Everest Oh yeah for sure Babe you're the best More hippie than the Eiffel Tower More pretty than the sweetest flower You quench my thirsty desire Your wink ignites the lusty fire Yep      I totally agree  You're not my first But you are the greatest thing There ever was on planet Earth 

When he found me What did I find out? That love is real Something I can feel My fingers touch it I sense it like innocence I hear his dear words I see it in his body Decorated for a party But Lady Karen I cannot smell Gay That's not how Gaydar works But I do smell his perfume Aroma of lust in his room  I can tell it's him My Gaydar says he's gay All the way      All night & day Petite Ginger Handsome In search of some  When he found me What I found out blew my mind Love is real  At least this time

When it rains      I know what to do Umbrella    Shelter    Higher ground  When it snows I know what to do Gloves    Coat    Coffee    Fire Romantic dreams     Homebound When I break your heart I know what to do Kisses in foggy breath Touches in secret places Bonbons & sweet nothings Flowers & a fresh poem Maybe acoustic guitar When I hurt your feelings I know what to do How to reassure you With promises I have kept As an off-set But when the air is clear & fair Smooth sailing without failing  When happy days are here I don't know what to do  So I will pretend I broke your heart Except it's sunny weather That should keep us together

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