Gay Love & Romance

So when I started my gay love blogs 2 years ago & 200 poems later, I already had a portfolio. Afraid to go to School (.wav audio 2:15)

I'm unsure about many things  But you ain't one of 'em  You're the one I'm lovin'  Don't know mass of the universe  But I got happiness  In my heart. There you are I'm ignorant of minutiae  But I pay attention  To the one I'm lovin'  I try to speak But no words release  You're the one I'm lovin'  Of all my loser ex's  You ain't one of 'em  You're the one I'm lovin'  I'm not sure about a lot of things  But you ain't one of 'em  You're the husband I'm lovin'.

Where did the H come from in Whiskey? Derives from Latin AQUA VITA ......life-giving water......into Gaelic into English. I wonder if WATER (wasser in German) comes from WISKY. Like Russian VODKA comes from vodà (water). ♥️ Great podcast. Nutrition for the mind.

💋 Give Me A Kiss 💋  Come into my life Ready for sacrifice Accept what I have Give Me A Kiss  Middle of nowhere  Night has fallen  Like the temperature  Your face is a picture  Give Me A Kiss  Overlook to the future  Your back to panorama  Your eyes look at me Send me a message  Give Me A Kiss  Work & obligations  Your other family  Memories in the heart Dancing under disco rainbows Give Me A Kiss  Faith & promises  Hardship & honesty  I tell you everything  Don't you shush me  Just Give Me A Kiss  Your head on my chest My room is a mess I give you everything  Peace! My lover Give Me A Kiss  Shush! And Give Me A Kiss. (5/30/2024. #779. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem  Let's Just Kiss & Say Goodbye  The Manhattans

Ethan & boyfriend Austin travel to California. This is my latest favorite couple online. I love their dynamics. I'm glad to see an older man protecting his young lover. This channel boost is for gay love.

Hey. Are you awake? Yes. Thirsty & alert That promise you made? Yes. Your feelings won't get hurt  Thank You For Loving Me  I was dreaming of how I felt  When you appeared in my eyes On the day before a hurricane  Day after Labor Day  When I asked you point blank  Are you gay? Yes Are you interested? You said Yes I said Follow me The rest is history  Of course I remember  It was September  I tooted my horn goodbye  You waved with your whole body  Next day was a rainy day off Twice I called. Wrong number! My fingers were disappointed  Then you called me The rest is history  Kapow. I'm wide awake  My heart sings your name  A simple promise you made My feelings are important Thank You For Loving Me.

If you can't get a job, you can't let yourself be loved. Adam, nicknamed Tortu (turtle), discovers this truth.  He loses his job, his flat, his dignity & self-esteem. So ashamed, he doesn't tell anyone. His gay best friend finds him living on a park bench & immediately takes him home indefinitely. Adam meets & moves in with a lover who wants to support him. Adam feels guilty & eventually needs a big BOLD change.  He goes to France on a tourist visa. At a restaurant he makes eye contact & hooks up with a hottie. Lucas, who just inherited a huge estate, hires Adam to help out. Adam gets his groove back. Now employed, he can love & be loved. They get married ♥️ "Tortu" 2024 on Tubi. Rated TV-MA for hot simulated gay sex. I don't remember any nudity or obscenities. 😁  Once upon a time I couldn't find a job. So I tried to break up with my boyfriend. That's how it works. He talked me out of it. I finally got a job & got my groove...

Come into my heart where you belong  I love your every part The weak ones & the strong  Let me show you my Affection  No cover charge. By invitation  In the shadow with hesitation  I kiss your lips where we stand I take your hand And place it on my shoulder  Your breath is heavy in all directions  Now I hold the other hand "We dance with Love and Romance" You feel my music in your heart  Humming my song in the dark  We're dancing. Love and Romancing  I worked so hard to earn your trust Even harder to keep it Love is not a secret  More promises with lusty charms  You twirl in my tattooed arms Confidence grew to critical mass There's one question I have to ask Do you accept my proposal? Private party of Affection  Come into my heart where you belong  Let's dance with Love and Romance.

Think about it. Thor! You don't ask for affection.....you "show affection" (💋 you show him what you want, how to make love without words, you take his hand & place it on your body). You show him how to communicate about his feelings. You accept his love language. "Hey. I feel weird. I say poetic things like 'my love is forever'. Of course either one of us could walk away at anytime. I want to see you one more time. If that adds up to forever, okay. You don't have to say a bunch of stuff. Get me a greeting card. Your kiss means you love me." That's why it's called relationship work. Trust me. Don't expect the same things in return for your expressions of love. Relationship = what you have in common. Sex. Intimacy. No secrets but discretion. Don't try to date yourself! 😁😁👍  If you're waiting for the other guy to put the moves on you, then you're a bottom. So is my boyfriend. He showed me how to express a top's love. ...

Male Bonding over story of Blow Job. Major reveals big secret to hottie Captain. Why, after 2 world wars & a bucket of medals, is the major not a general? He had an affair with the wife of a general at the Pentagon. He & the wife were caught in the Rose Garden by the General, Ambassador's wife & the President. Major saluted & carried on. 😁  The movie takes place in 1964 Vietnam. Conflict arises between patriotic soldiers & combat-hardened veterans with little regard for human life.

- You can't change the past. But you can change the future. - "How To Get From Here To There" is a one-man plodding psychological drama. You go on a lonely multi-day drunken bender at your mom's house after she passes away. In flashbacks, you remember how you drove away the love of your life (the hottie in the thumbnail). You have an epiphany. You're out of options. You snap out of depression & regret. You dump out the booze. Clean yourself up. Go to the gay bar. Another chance at love sits down beside you. ♥️  Rated TV-MA on Tubi. I would rate it TV-14 for gay kissing. Other than shirtless, there's no nudity or simulated sex or obscenities.

We thought it was a secret. It was But everybody knows about it  They just ain't saying nothing  On we go faking & loving  Bonus. We don't explain our love We got business to go about  Erasing all relic of doubt  For our hearts we got spare parts  We're ready. Loins are girdled  We don't fear being outed We're tired of hiding & pretending  They won't dis us to our faces  In our backs you'll find a knife  They'll say nice things Except when we're out of town  They will tell everybody. Why not? The secret is too powerful to keep  Love didn't ask us permission  We've gone too far. No turning back From Day 1 we knew it was wrong Two hundred love songs later We always knew there was an "us" Nothing they can do about it  We can't stop it. You think you can? Please keep on saying nothing  We go on acting & loving Bonus. We get married in public. Forever Hold Your Peace.

PNN.fm What? I was listening to techno dance music from Palm Springs California. Then comes on the president of UVA Darden School with an inspirational quote. What the?! Oh the app has targeted local advertising. I don't remember what he said. But he sounded gay in a good way 😁 That inspired me.

Glitch in the Matrix - You ain't! Featured play is reviewed by this top After the curtain drops  Thirsty hearts & intimate props Sweet wine helps us unwind Kisses behind the scenes  Affection is a happy find Smashes me to smithereens  You're more than a hiccup  In the humdrum of my daily  You amplify the spice Under spotlight of my eye  Reach around with a smile  You're no bump in the road You're the rodeo of my heart  Glitch in the Matrix - You ain't! Your feature film overwhelms After the curtain drops  This top is full of pride  Quick in the mattress with soulmate  Glitch in the Matrix - We ain't! Production needs no introduction  Not broken so don't fix Glitch in the Matrix. (5/26/2024. #769. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem  🎵 You're a cowboy like me 🎵 

Snuggle up & say goodnight  Warm place until daylight  Two bodies lie as one Vivid dreams. Battered beliefs Wooden beams & happy screams  Love is in the house Hunker down & say hello Until sunrise. Heart beat slow Two souls sleep as one  Hope through a telescope  Itchy rope. The down-low  Love is in the room Hurry up & make it right  Reality with all my might  Two lovers in one bed Oh sweeter than a red rose When the sandy beach erodes Love is in the touch  Dress up & cinch it tight  Pivot on 3 with delight  2 times 2 eyes twinkle  Faces & lips mingle  When you're in my heart  Love is in the House.

I love your personality  I love your body  I love your trans I love every part of you ...My greeting to my lover today  With a kiss & focused eyes I want you so much  As king of my castle  I decree every year henceforth  On this date 5/24 Annual Trans Day at my House  That sentiment for my lover today  With a touch to the right spot  Not far from your glowing heart  Simple words have magic  When they play as a team Incredible what happens  When we share the dream Not just love of lightning bolts  Also acceptance of every part The lipstick & eye shadow  Panties & a bra. Necklace & a bracelet  In your soul you're a woman  In mine you're my soulmate  Two sides of a coin Our two bodies join New greeting to your heart  I love your every part Every day of the year  Especially on 5/24  Trans Day at my house We laugh & dance Under shelter of true romance.

I can tell you exactly what happened. You ever flirt at a gay bar & the dude keeps looking over your shoulder at who walks in the door? When you chat, sometimes the guy responds right away. Sometimes minutes go by. Because some other hottie has messaged.  Same with you. At some point he met someone better. First indication was him suddenly not looking for serious. He ghosted you to avoid being cussed out by you. It's common courtesy to say you're not interested anymore......and be screamed at for rejection. ♥️  I lasted on Grindr for 20 days. When I joined, a guy chatted me up. We were gonna meet in a few hours. He ghosted me. Then a few days later he messaged me like we had no history. Maybe he was drunk or on drugs.  Then I stumbled on a gay cruisey parking lot. No problem meeting hot guys, conversation, sex. Why do we waste time online? Real guys are looking to meet real guys in real life? Maybe it's an age thing.  When you get older, you have more sex in the ...

Take My Hand  In a land of romance  Where every secret is forgiven  We have uneasy happiness  Take My Word In a ring for dancing  Where kisses have meaning  Blessings from above  Take My Heart  We meet in a parking lot  Where mistakes are made One of them we're not Take My Breath  Hold it for me please  Til I land back on Earth Crashing on my knees  Take My Shame  I feel so wrong Shower me with pride Let's make love songs Take My Hand  In a land of happiness  Every secret is forgiven  Uneasy romance  Take My Hand.

"Trade" on Tubi. This movie scared the Hell out of me. I'm a simple gay man. I saved my boyfriend from protagonist Michael's horrible fate. Michael is successful, gay, trans, naive & married to a woman. Before starting the street hustling as a trans, his unsafe promiscuous hookups lead to untreated  std's, which make him AND his wife sterile. She wants a baby. There's gay-shaming, bottom-shaming, woman-shaming, trans-shaming. Dismissing you & not letting you speak. Michael is fired from his job. Michael loses everything. He seeks a dangerous lifestyle as punishment for being gay, unable to resist his trans urges. Few understand the gay psyche. Nobody understands trans. Or that home life can be more dangerous than street life. ♥️  But I do. I saved my boyfriend's life starting when we met 20 years ago. I saved him from poor judgment. Yeah he's still cheating on his wife. He's in danger of being discovered. But we have gay monogamy. We commun...

Cold I stood at the top Thrilled by panorama  Shortness of breath  Overcome with loneliness  I achieved my goal  But you're not here To share it with  Graduated from high school  I walked across the stage  My name was mispronounced I was so embarrassed  No prom date & no prom You weren't here To share it with  I ran away from home  Accomplished my goal  My heart was empty  My soul was wrecked  In a parking lot we met  Now you are here To Share My Life With.

Heart-breaking. You want your live-in boyfriend to tell you why he's with you. But he's inarticulate. His love language is not verbal. He pays for couples counseling. He does so much. Still you break up with him. Months later he wants to meet you to read a love letter he's written to get you back. You agree to meet. Because you never stopped loving him. You just couldn't accept him....... until the sequel? ❤️  I loved it & lived it. I tell my boyfriend......I'm not looking for articulate.......I'm looking for a lover 😁

What a Difference  You made in me You fixed my heart  In shambles I gambled What a Difference you made I didn't go to France  But I did learn French  I never became rich Truly I'm not famous  What a Difference you made When I was lost You spotted me With a broken heart  You fixed me  What a Difference you made Solemn & alone My face is forlorn  I wander the crowded wilderness  In you I find happiness  What a Difference you made in me.

🎵 Just To Be Close To You........ To whisper words that make you feel like a woman 🎵

I can hold my breath  When You Call My Name  Rumor of my death Is an outrageous claim I know I pass the test  When your mind plays the game  Gossip that I left  Wishful thinking is to blame  I want to hold your hand  The world stares at us They envy our romance  They hope we break up  Off-stage is much different  Academy awards all around  True story is illicit  Image is Love Without Bound I can kiss your lips When you look at me We don't need an eclipse  I love you completely  I can hold your hand  When you call my name  I hold my breath  When you call my name.

Austerity is here again  Severity & hardship The pain of sacrifice  The wrong thing is right  In my relationship  Some things I do without  Top of the list is doubt  Fears have proven unfounded  At rock bottom. I was astounded  At my relationship  I don't have much But I have your heart  Your body is hungry  Your soul is thirsty  It's a relationship  Austerity is here again  Still I have a man We both do without stuff  Except the one thing called Love It's a Relationship.

They didn't respect my wishes  When I was alive Why would they after I die? Only one person gave me respect  He's the only one I care about  Sometimes he says things  That hurt my feelings  I get all quiet  He looks me in the eye Then the other one  He turns on the charm Better than any apology  More sincere & true  Epic romance wrecks my heart  He's the only one I care about  They never treated me The way I treated them They don't really even know me Only one person listens to my heart  He's the only one I care about  Sometimes he's forgetful  Always his love is meaningful  The impractical gifts. Clothes don't fit Hallmark cards in my style of writing  Only one person knows who I am HE'S THE ONLY ONE I care about. (5/19/2024. #756. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem  Highway to Hell - AC/DC 🎶 Don't stop me 🎶 

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In a fit of drunkenness, Ben tells Callum about Paul. He has finally burned off Paul's name tattoo on his ring finger. Ben feels guilty & thinks his big mouth got the couple gay-bashed & Paul killed. Even though the killers are sent to prison. Still Ben is dead inside. He never wanted to fall in love with Paul. He never wanted to like blokes. It don't work that way. He promises not to out Callum early in their gay affair. The universe gives Ben a second chance at love with Callum.

Red-Pill William Blake.  He wandered the city & countryside without schooling. He was precocious & didn't need any. At age 14 he rejected his first apprenticeship as Engraver saying the master looks like he will be hanged some day.....and 12 years later! The second master taught William the trade. He would illustrate each poem. He taught his wife to read & write & the skill of illustrative engraving. They had no children. William is one of 7 children, only 2 survive beyond infancy. He watches his brother's last breath when he dies from an illness. In 1780 William's adult life would be influenced when he survives the London riots protesting the war in America. His pen is more incisive than the sword. ---------------------- The Garden of Love BY WILLIAM BLAKE (1757 - 1827) I went to the Garden of Love, And saw what I never had seen: A Chapel was built in the midst, Where I used to play on the green. And the gates of this Chapel were shut, And 'Thou shalt n...

The mountain erupted in anger On this day 44 years ago Mt St Helens blew its top I visited 23 years ago  Searching for love. My Empty Heart  I flew across the country  Then I drove foolishly  Across the highest deserts  Cold rivers & lonely valley  Starving for some intimacy  It was a poor decision  We broke up on the first day Alone again in a foreign land Wet in a rainforest & a tent 3 more years until Heaven sent  You to salvage my heart  No more falling apart  Making sacrifice for meaning  You found me in a parking lot  Looking for lost love. My Empty Heart  You redeemed me. Made me better Someone you can love forever  You forgave my ugly past Eyes wide open. You kissed my lips The search is over for My Empty Heart.

Do I still love you? Yes I never will stop Despite all the doubt  Long distance & lingerie  Romance & things to say I never fell out of love Errors in judgment I regret Urges I wish I could forget  Mixed messages for sure  Every secret I loved you more Safe & righteous it was not Still the sex was incredibly hot We both knew something special  The cause of a great upheaval  Rocked our world like a pole reversal  The tremors never stopped  The vibrations of the heart  When fears crumble down  Hope is found all around  Calmly we stand in pageantry  Will you still love me? When the clocks rust to dust Mt Everest erodes to a small hill  When oceans have turned to mud Yes My Heart will love you still.

Kurt brings down the House (is not a Home) 🎵 4/27/2010 Glee.

Steve Wallis finds a new normal after losing his wife. They went to bed together. He woke up. She did not. Steve was devastated. Time heals but slowly. He finally took off his wedding ring. The stealth camping ran its course. Crazy Neighbor passed away. My heart is with Steve in British Columbia. Best wishes. ❤️

Before Callum, Ben was Paul's Callum. He ain't just a mate. I got a flat. I got a girl. Why do I feel so lonely? ❤️  A gang of 4 see you 2 holding hands & shout homophobic slurs. You challenge them. Another couple is gay-bashed. Paul dies. All because YOU (Ben) couldn't keep your mouth shut.  What a bitter guilt trip! In later seasons you get a second chance with Callum, full of optimism, which is love. Also Callum is a cop & like 6 ft 3. Size matters to bullies. 😁 Heavy gay storylines resonate in EastEnders.

A book is the technology where my soul communicates directly to your soul (Adam Smith paraphrase) Why read? (These are my thoughts, not Spencer's) Because VISION is much more powerful than HEARING & all the other senses. Sight routinely processes more information more quickly by orders of magnitude.  Example - citizens constantly ask for the transcript of a 3-hour city council meeting. Why not listen to the audio podcast? Because you can read the entire 3 hours in 20 minutes or less, every word, and have a better understanding of the ideas..... untarnished by personality of the reader who might make mistakes anyway. If all college lessons were audio, it would take 20 years for a 4-year degree. 😁  Each book is its own content + content reader. You don't need a Kindle or computer to access the content. Simply print out my online love poems, put them in a notebook & you will have a book. Create a PDF & you still have a book but need a display device.  ❤️ Why rea...

What's the #1 fetish in the world? To be DOMINATED.....to trust someone completely. What's #2? PUNISHMENT for doing or being wrong.  That's how BD & SM became BDSM. You want to be punished by someone you trust completely. Someone who won't hurt you. It's role-play. Humiliation is a form of punishment. For me.....no bondage or punishment because being gay is not wrong. Yes to domination & submission. You can trust me. Who is your shadow self? The person you don't want others to know about? Every group is hated by another group. But gays are hated by everybody.... including other gays & themselves. I'm no longer accepting invites from private groups. Too much like the closet. Too many mean gays. Public groups treat you nicer. Cheers.

There's no carpet on the floor  No fire in my stove No food in the fridge  How do I stay alive? Each day loving you a little more There's no icing on the cake  Because it's a fruit cake  No money in the bank  My mind is a think tank Always solving problems  Even at rock bottom  There is no compassion  For the man who makes it happen  There's a blanket in my heart For making love on the floor There are no friends at my side Not a thing have I to hide Blessed with moxie & a hot body  Cursed with clarity & haughty  Every day more risk than before  No carpet on the floor  No picture on my wall Not a clock anywhere  You knock on the barren door  Eager to make love like before No carpet on the floor  But there's a blanket in my heart.

We're partners in crime  I'm one part. You're the other part One part gay. One part trans Partners in Romance  We're not single. We don't mingle  Don't cruise for sex Got your number. Call whenever  You know my address  When my heart needs a hug When you need my touch You're part one. I'm part two  We do what partners do Where we met I don't go anymore  So long you're what I've been looking for  So many times you weren't there But others were. Regrets were made  You convinced me to stop I said Yes because you're hot Nothing is a coincidence  The two of us were meant to be One part trouble. Two parts cuddle  Part unicorn. Part rainbow  Thrilling to think Does everybody already know? We're two parts of a gay couple  We're partners in love One part gay. One part trans  Partners in Romance.

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Too much this. Too much that Too sweet. Too small  Too proud to withdraw  Any excuse for a kiss You're the right amount for me  Too big. Too tall Not too busy to take my call I need you. You drop everything  Hours of smiles you bring Hugs & Whispers. The 2 of us Not too quiet. Not too secret You're the right amount for me  In a world of desire  So much is consumed by fire Too much passion burns out quick All I need. An occasional kiss Knowing I have a relationship  When I call. You drop everything  While waiting. My heart & soul sing Too much this. Too much that Too picky to ever find Love In a world caught on fire  Where my heart settles for desire You're the right amount  Baby! The right amount of Love You're THE RIGHT AMOUNT for me.

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I first heard this song on fitness guru Brendon Wharton's page. I fell in love with both. This song showcases the style of poetry I write. Lyrical poems.  Basically I've written maybe 200 poems in 2 years. It started as an effort to make my boyfriend fall back in love with me. It worked. Now I'm afraid to stop. We might break up again.

You're the greatest. I'm elated The sun is hot. Here's the latest  Romance is the fuel of gods  I just topped off my heart  On the level I read the bevel  On the down-low You deliver  You're the best ever to take interest  Cold is the ice. Yet hotter than the rest  Role-play is a game of thrones  We throw down when we get back home  My wish was full of swish All dessert. The main dish  You're the reason I'm excited  Fire is desire. Put me to the test  Intimacy is a bed of dandelions  Happiness without even trying  My dream was one of lust Broken trust only once You're the best I ever dated I upgraded to the latest  Took another chance Topped off my heart  Ready for a road trip  Sweetie. You're the Greatest.

Danger of a random hookup  Unintended Consequence. Love? How I felt when we were making out Where my thoughts went When you touched me off-limits Slowly as if with permission Staring my eyes into submission  Show me with your body Guide me into position  So you can whisper your wishes  Unintended Consequence. Love? On the wide screen. Something obscene  In the sheets. The love scene  We forget what's going on As we get it on Caresses from shoulder to fingertip  Gentle kisses land on the lips Foreheads crash in passion  Oblivious without question  Deeds go beyond discretion  Unintended Consequence. Love? Started out as a one-night-stand  Ended up. Can I see you again? I sure hope so But only if you make love Every single time you come Many a forbidden tryst  2 then 3 then seriously can't quit How my heart must have felt  When you touched me off-limits  Love? Unintended Consequence.

Blaine sings angry to lying boyfriend Kurt. Blaine reads numerous not so family-friendly texts on Kurt's phone. Of course, if you're having problems, you should lean into your partner's shoulder. Kurt is wrong here. Blaine realizes there's nothing you can do when your lover falls out of love. Nothing but hurt. ❤️  Glee was a great show.

"I Can't Wait" origin story. Sitting on a box next to a furnace playing an acoustic guitar with nylon strings. It became a regional hit in Portland Oregon but no national label would pick it up. It was remixed in Holland Europe. Came back to New York dance clubs. Picked up by Atlantic records. It became a global hit summer & fall 1986 reaching #1 in America & 15 weeks top 40.  And  it got me laid in Raleigh NC .

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Gay country music artist Chris Housman, who came out at age 18, plays into false narrative. Good Morning America basically calls him & country music fans bigots. In another video, Orville Peck, who knows the history, points out that country has always been the most diverse musical genre. ❤️  How soon we forget that Teena Marie's first album 1979 had no photo because Motown thought its base too racist to accept an Ivory Queen of Soul. 😁  To say the rural is more homophobic than an urban high school is ridiculous. I hereby stand up to the false stereotypes continuing to be spread.

What's your value? Well let me tell you  More than a million bucks  Larger than a pickup truck  Greater than the best of luck It's not a trick or wish Intrinsically I know your worth  24 carets of I-love-you More expensive than grocery shopping  Exhaustively looking for a lover  Just when I call it quits  There you are in the parking lot  We can fool around  Which comes at a cost  With every reach-around True value finds the heart  More gold than Fort Knox  A harder safe to crack Priceless precious contents Honest positive statements Enough to build a future  If we monetize our romance  Enough to buy the world  What is your value? Measured by the I-love-you Safely locked in a strong box  Under guard in my heart  Priceless & precious  Let me tell you!

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Cowboys are Frequently Secretly Fond of Each Other. Queer cowboy tune was first recorded in 1980s by a Latin country music artist. Then by Willie Nelson in early 2000s. Now by Orville Peck & Willie. Despite its reputation, country has always been the most diverse of any American musical genre.

I'm surprised that gay intellectual Spencer decided to go down this "rabbit hole" as he calls it. The rhyme ABABBCC is called Rhyme Royal. It was imported from Italy into English. ❤️  I just shared the poem with my interpretation. After all I have the Gay Poem Podcast on my YouTube channel. 5 episodes strong. My boyfriend said I should take a poetry writing class. I responded.....you mean TEACH the class.  I've already taken every writing class. My college degree is meteorology, which is creating written & spoken content for a mass audience. Love! 

Love poem about a one-night-stand. Written 5 centuries ago. As a bird eats from your hand, you both enjoy the moment. In bed with a lover, you both enjoy the moment. After orgasm, you both know it's over. She moves on to the new. You move on by habit. You question whether she was sincere or faking it. Like the bird, was it only physical? ❤️  Other meanings. Think of each line as a musical measure. Iambic pentameter = 10 syllables (beats) = Line 1. Lines 2 & 3 have 9 syllables but Also 10 beats. Every line has 10 beats. But some are syncopated. Tension - Release. The 10-syllable lines are like the major chord, happy chord, release. The others are like minor or dominant chords, sad or distressed, tension. 😁 I don't see a meaning in the rhyme scheme. ABABBCC. -------------------- They Flee From Me BY SIR THOMAS WYATT (1502 -1542) They flee from me that sometime did me seek With naked foot, stalking in my chamber. I have seen them gentle, tame, and meek, That now are wild and ...

At the Crack of Dawn What's going on? Yeah fellas. The sun rises  The beast in the east  Another indecisive crisis  The body full of surprises  I'm not at work  So I'm free to get freaky  My free time focuses on you  What I need to stay alive Someone for whom to pine At home to say... I Love You  I'm not on holiday  My job is to stay alive My hobby is writing about love My favorite topic is you Plenty of subject matter  To make the heart go pitter-patter  At the Crack of Dawn  You don't have to understand  Just believing from feeling Shaken & rattled to the core Lacking & left wanting more  Surprises of a love crisis  What's going on? At the Crack of Dawn. -------------------- Theme Song for this Poem  Stayin' Alive - The Bee Gees

I remember. This disco song played in a Raleigh NC gay bar. I flirted with a blond hottie. He asked why I wasn't competing in the wet T-shirt contest. My body was off the charts. ROTC + working out all the time. I took him home. He topped me. Ouch! I'm sorry. Hey......slow then fast........ I'll show you the pace with my body. Oh college days! "I Can't Wait". 🎶 Took me a while to learn.... I'm at the Point of No Return 🎶 

Is it this way? Will it be today that I never see you again? With someone you fall in love With me you fall out  Confirmed seem all my doubt Nothing can stop it  We can no longer top it Every time you visit my house  I go out of my mind  Is this how it ends? Should we remain friends? Will you become a ghost? Or me? When weather becomes stormy  We lived so much together  Do you still remember? We made love every minute  Your sunny bright eyes infinite  Wherever you're in my presence  My mind takes a leave of absence The past proves me wrong You keep on coming back  I keep holding on To a future flashback  How I hope to recall  The next time we have a ball So hot & cold. Good & bad Will today be our last? When I tear down my fences  My heart finds happiness  Nothing can stop it  Only we can top it  You're in my arms I'm out of my mind  If this is it I need another minute  When you visit my ha...

Door to my heart was locked  You knocked hard that day When I answered I was afraid  My little hairs stood up straight  Goose bumps from thin air  Heart racing like NASCAR  Body warning me of something  Beware the red hair  Life has taught me not to listen  Different source. Different story  Take another crazy chance  You sure look like trouble  Like my problem ex's I should say  But you're not them You don't think or act like them Sex is not your weapon or reward  But rather an expression of love  Something you like thinking of My body was warning me Beware the red hair  Now the red has turned gray  We love more intensely every day  You changed me dramatically  The goose bumps were wrong Nowadays  Door to my heart I leave unlocked  Since we tied the knot  Connected by ropes of love  You don't have to knock.

Wrong like a love song Holding on to what's gone  Manifest destiny is contrast  My best is all I have  My skills are on display  They pull you closer this way  Can't make you love me more  Unless you already do  Words are magical if true  They have power over you  Like silent attraction of gravity  Only because you already love me Sometimes the phrasing is wrong  Feelings hurt like a love song Fear you will leave me alone  Instead your heart calls me home  Your words have power over me  But they can't do everything  Like make me love you more Unless I already do. ************* Theme Song for this Poem  Love Me More - Sam Smith 

I Miss Your Kiss When our lips separate  When I'm eating dinner  Or brushing my teeth  When you're far away  Or in the next room I'm doing nothing except  I miss your kiss  When I remember  What we did last week  Weak are my knees  Heavy is the thought  When I'm talking too much  Pretending to be super hot  Taking a cold shower  I miss your kiss  When my hands are free Free time on my hands  In the summer  When it's hot as Hell  In the winter  My heart is melted  By your affirmation  I miss your kiss  There were more than one  Too many to count  Where are you now? I Miss Your Kiss. (5/4/2024. #722. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem  Your Kiss Is On My List -- Hall & Oates 

Shadow-banned! Podcast #5 does not appear on my YouTube channel. I can access it with the link directly. I think you can too. 5/10/2024

Parents are why children don't talk to their parents. Dad says........ I'm so glad you're not gay. And later wonders why you're trying to turn yourself straight. Now Dad says it's okay to be gay. How can you trust your parents?

Hungry for attention  Starving for affection  All-you-can-eat buffet  Rendezvous to last another week  Secrets for appetizer  Hugs for dessert  The main course is lust Served with emotional hurt Craving another's touch  Damn desire is too much Urges are overwhelming  Your stare is disarming  Kisses like a fortune cookie  Like advice from a rookie  Truth of a clean slate  What's next I can't wait  Let's take a stroll. Walk it off Burps & farts. Whispers of the heart  Let's make a deal. For the steal Feel me up. Make it real Because I'm hungry  Starving for affection  To last another week  Rendezvous Buffet.

On occasion an expert has an astute observation. Why are some gays so mean to other gays? PTSD. Internalized homophobia. Self-defense mechanism. Arrested development. Jealousy. Fear. When you're young & super hot, being a snarky gossiping bitch is fun. Add a hundred pounds & 30 years, then it's not so attractive anymore. So stop trying to break up gay couples.

My room is empty & messy The bed is unmade & nasty You just left me  Elated beyond description  Emotion with contradiction The shower is warm & wet The next date has been set Your pantyhose is hanging to dry Your memory is the first nearby  Naked beyond explanation  Your car has left my driveway  Your body had lots to say  I listened & tried to pay attention  Confused as is my convention  Also true like the force of a magnet My apartment is still & quiet It looks & smells like a pigsty  Like a mostly peaceful riot  Hours ago you left me  Emotion with contradiction  Afraid this might be the last time  Like all the other times Being wrong feels so good  You left me in a strange way Excited Beyond Description.

I did it. I broke YouTube. My latest Gay Poem Podcast #5 was taken down apparently. I spoke against "conversion therapy". A window popped up to say it's a dangerous practice.  Also I played a few seconds of "Me & Mrs Jones" Soul Train video to sample my gay love blog, which is a theme song for one of my poems. So maybe copyright strike. But no notification so far. I'm not mad. I've been on the edge & censored all my life. Ever since I learned to speak. 😁  I can still show the video to my boyfriend, the only viewer I care about. I talk about us at Roanoke Pride 4 days ago. Maybe my video channel will move to a new platform. The gay love blog seems not too edgy for Blogspot. So far. http://www.youtube.com/@blairhawkins7490

Cliffhanger. Your high school teacher is helping you turn straight. Your gay lover pleads with you. You beat him up. You think he's dead. Stricken with remorse, you slice your own wrist & wait to bleed out. Rushed to the hospital, we don't know if they'll survive. We do know that conversion therapy is deadly. Hollyoaks.

My latest man crush. He's married to a woman. For what it's worth. Fitness guru & motivational speaker.

She wants muscles! ...... Yeah me too.

Inappropriate homoerotic parody of boy bands. Warning! Will Robinson! Robot is grumpy because Robot has no hands. Can you help a brother out? 😁