Gay Love & Romance

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"Shut Up and Kiss Me" (2010) on Tubi. Rated R for full male nudity with erections & simulated gay sex. Another homophobic gay movie.  Your boyfriend dies of AIDS but you're HIV negative. You hook up with a string of randoms. Until you meet a special guy who has HIV. You fall in love. He's honest about his refusal to be monogamous. Your self-esteem is so low, you start believing that honesty is more important than monogamy.  No! Monogamy is a form of honesty. Honesty is in behavior, not in words. But you accept the unacceptable. At the end of the film, you seem happy. And unaware that AIDS is not the only STD.

He's a 10. I'm a 5. And we're dating! Lucky for me, he thinks he's a 5. He crossdresses to look more attractive. Which makes him a 9. Still HOT. When we go out, gay men try to pick him up right in front of me. I'm working out to look more sexy for him & him only. Honesty & trust are an aphrodisiac. We know each other's insecurities. ♥️

Well-said. At 7 minutes I paused to absorb the insights. 14 more minutes? Surely he will repeat himself. No. New insights kept coming. The brain controls orgasm. So at the last second, I close my eyes & think the right thought. So true.  In my case I can orgasm. But I cannot ejaculate because of prostate cancer. So it's a dry orgasm. My erectile dysfunction is treated successfully. My partner is fine except aging. So am I. Still thinking about the video insights.

Please Be There Friday at the county fair  At the end of the road  Friend with a heavy load I'll be stationed in a booth Handing out literature & truth Free of charge I'll be looking around  From noon til sundown  Searching for your face In a noisy faceless crowd If I go to the Port-a-John Oh I won't be long In the summer heat Talking to patrons Thinking about us Til closing after dark In the parking lot  Waiting. Longing for you  All day I'll be dreaming away  Smelling farm animals  Hearing loud decibels  While you rest gently on my mind I'll be easy to find  At the county fair  Please Be There.

"I Think I Do" (1997) on Tubi. Another homophobic gay movie. Your hot straight roommate from college, whom you had a crush on, who punched you in the face for making a pass, turns gay & reappears to break up your engagement. Still you choose him over your movie star fiancé, who forgives you for cheating with your college crush.  It's an unhappy ending because you know the old roommate is a narcissistic jerk. And you will be alone again soon. Internalized homophobia.

 

This insightful channel talks about gay sex & gay love. For me, it's a new way of framing the issues. I'm in a closed relationship..... monogamous. But 2 years ago we opened it up for a few months. We were so happy to recommit to each other, to monogamy. After visiting the free clinic for a clean bill of health. Intimacy is truth. We have no secrets between us. But we harbor secrets from people outside the relationship. Sex is necessary but not sufficient. In the 20 years together, we broke up several times. Once for 7 months.  The more we've gotten to know each other, the deeper we fell in love. I think my secret is being articulate & being authentic. And always having a future.....the next date.  The gay love blog you're reading was born to heal our broken relationship. My boyfriend visits this blog & my YouTube channel. He inspires & participates. Best wishes that my readers find your all-consuming true love.

 

"Lap Dance in Toronto". This time I read a provocative poem. I tell the back-story. I'm not monetized. I'm on hormone blockers.  The Poem

Once upon a time in the mid 1990's In a faraway land called Canada At a gay bar named Remington's I got a lap dance On a weekend getaway With my boyfriend at the time  In the hot summer afternoon We drank beer at the bar Unbeknownst to us There was open stage for gogo dancers One in particular caught my fancy He wasn't a super model But boy was he my type! Cute cub / Hairy twink Creative nerd with moxie  On-stage he fornicated a pig effigy To completion During the performances We learned you could ask for a lap dance There are rules You keep your clothes on You don't kiss You don't touch his private parts You can touch every other inch Of his body I touched every centimeter They have the metric system  Twenty dollars per disco song In a private booth upstairs Where you two can carry on I told my boyfriend I'll be right back We're on vacation He should also get some action Mr Gogo Dancer agreed To give me a lap dance I said I know the rules I will respect the

Gay monogamy is okay. Is it hetero-normative? So what? Open relationship = broken relationship. Biggest advantage of monogamy --> You don't wonder if you're catching something during sex. You don't need to go to the free clinic. You don't need to look for a stranger to have sex with. ♥️

How was the booty call? Okay. Only 2 hours off. I hop in I have your bikini & lipstick  Off to secluded creek beach Buck naked. Hey! Look over here! My thirst wades in water first Fresh cool from July heat Respite from real-life  We've partied here before  Emerging from liquid lust My boxer briefs cling tight wet Our bodies mid-river meet You look over my shoulder  I keep watch on your rear The coast is clear Embrace & kiss. Forget discretion  What I want to do to you Fast. Let's go to my house Can't keep my hands to myself  Short time to get there No poems. No vlogs. No lunch We got to get down to business  We do. Serious & frivolous  Steady happy inside the love bubble  I met the 2-hour deadline  Your ass can Pocket Dial Me Anytime.

Soft pillow of understanding  Where you stick the landing Your head tosses back Your eyes start to roll Open window to the soul Relax your mind by feel Emotions know what's real You're a brick wall When it comes to lust You think you know it all Stiletto of secrecy  Truth is the bedfellow  Blunt right out front  That's not enough. Don't punt Another chance is all we have It's hard to be humble  When you're in love like us The messy flesh & meta-physical  When the chemistry dies We cross-dress into the after-life  Open window of optimism  We'll spend more time together  Just listening. Throwing out kisses Reassure the heart. Rest your mind On my Soft Pillow of Love.

His blue eyes out of the blue Accidentally on-purpose pocket dial  He's had a few drinks I have to read the room & fast  Where are you? Come on over He likes how I lay him What? It's phone sex What I've been asking for  Yeah baby! My reward We're so compatible  Eventful week impactful Day 2 -> I was on the radio  Day 6 -> He listened on podcast He was so moved objectively  He fell deeper in love with me  Day 8 -> Pocket dial my ass See you tomorrow  Our sandals will walk in cool river Our lips will kiss & whisper  My body wants you so bad He said -> I love you too. A lot I can't wait. Thanks for your Accidentally on-purpose booty call.

Is gay dating toxic? Not if you date the same person. Long distance romances don't work out? Yes they do. Gay dating is hanging out in public together. Other gays see you're both boyfriend material. So they try to break you up for a hookup. The purpose of a video date is to show love pride. To let hookup culture know you're off the market.

New love. Fresh. Romantic  Hot & icy hot. Truth is intimate  The new love I found today  Same as the old one How I felt. As ice melts Sweaty scorching heat Delicate. Delightful. Creative  The new love I just found Same as the old one I'm the same. You're the same  New love everyday. How strange We get older. But not jaded Life is harder. Love gets bolder  Unstable. Unpredictable  Fear & optimism. Hand in hand  Inside the storm. Warm hearts Pleasant company. Destiny of promises  New Love. Same as the Old One.

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Hail fell from the sky Lightning struck the air  Gusty wind cheated fear You tumbled from Heaven's gap And landed square in my lap The biggest rainbow you ever saw The brightest sunshine in the raw Grey clouds run away to hide All we have left is pride How nice we feel together  Sometimes you're far away  Somewhere alone & longing My body remembers your touch The heart ruminates your love You are the nice weather  Squalls of the mindset devastate Until we find cause to celebrate  On the regular. You in particular  With all your peace & confidence  You wash away all my reluctance.

"Friended to Death" (2014) on Tubi. You (Michael) fake your own death on Facebook to get the attention of a bro friend. Your ex-girlfriend is stalking you. Your best friend is "pursuing law enforcement".....a law enforcement officer....you. A year later, you've lost all your "friends". Your down-low best friend now has a girlfriend. You re-join Facebook & start over.

"Mambo Italiano" (2003) on Tubi. You tell the wrong person that you're gay. Word gets out. People assume the roommate is your gay lover. He is but can't handle being out. He chooses the closet over you. He marries a woman & has a baby. Eventually your family & community accept you & your new gay boyfriend. But why couldn't he be Italian?

🎵 She put the HER in Hurt She put the WHY in Try The S-O-B in Sober  The F-U in my Future  She's Got A Way With Words 🎵

On the brink of oblivion  At the edge of wonder  Blush & Gossamer Breath  Two hearts in trouble  At risk of a mutual crush  Your eyes are double  Forget the rubble of broken hearts  Apocalypse of deceptive lips Armageddon of fake lovin'  Neither one of us saw it coming  Under threat of sincerity  Two hearts fall in love Aloof & distant  I was trained to act that way Until you walked into my life  Delivered sweet-nothing spice Another chance for romance  Two people fall in love At the cliff of wonder On the brink of oblivion  In danger of Gossamer Breath  Another couple in trouble  At risk. We fall in love.

"Shoulder Dance" (2023) on Tubi. TV-MA for rear male nudity & simulated gay sex. You risk your gay long-term relationship when your straight touchy-feely high school friend visits. Now he wants to give you once-only friendship sex to make up for cockteasing you. Your partner pretends to take drugs with you so you will lower your defenses & allow yourself to be seduced. You feel terrible for cheating. But that hookup was your partner's gift to you. You propose gay marriage. Happy ending.

Another meditation. You know in real life.... When he turns off the camera, he takes off the speedo. Sexy almost naked gay guy tries to go deep. The juxtaposition gives vertigo. I grab the rail of reality. Everybody feels lonely. Feeling lonely in your thoughts is not a feature of being gay.  The deep pond of ponderings is a collection of not-so-true truisms. The narrative alienates others when Tommy says he used to be lonely. We learn that being alone is the solution to loneliness. Accepting yourself.  😁 Of course I disagree. The source of loneliness is the absence of a friend or lover with whom you have no secrets. Solitude will not fix lonely feelings. Good company will.

Here. Please. Take my hand I have a gift for you You will love it. I hope It's a... Gay Heart  Take my word. Trust it I won't hurt your feelings  Not on purpose. I mean business  Even when we're far apart Make me see the world  Through the eyes of a pretty girl  What we've got in common You too have a Gay Heart  Here. Let me telegraph a kiss  Every minute. It's you I miss  Though we met by accident  It was our brand-new start Let me whisper in your ear Chase away your every fear You found a home at last In my arms. My lovely spouse  Always. Everywhere. And Forever We are one Gay Heart. (Theme Song for this Poem) One Heart One Love 1998 Phil Perry