Gay Love & Romance

The After Glow The day after being with you My house remains filled with laughter At the Riverfest we look like A couple of undercover cops Out for lunch A gay couple Quite approachable as we watch On stage a man plays with A 9-foot boa constrictor Strangers chat with us in the crowd On the walk back We sit down in the empty field On a man hole cover Shoulder to shoulder We smoke a bowl Nobody cares if they do know As discreet as we can force ourselves Just two lovers undercover No kisses or hand holding until later It's a gloomy day the day after Filled with After Glow & laughter.

Injured athlete takes cooking class. Partners with only guy there. They fall in love. Athlete is not taking a break from being straight. At prom the openly gay couple tell the story of how they met. The sweet love story of the film. And how times have changed. 32 minutes.

No new love blogging.for while. Too intense. No we're not breaking up. Hormone blocker rocking my world. Or lack thereof.  My body is transforming back to pre blocker. I got veins. I got muscles. Blood blister in roof of mouth. That was a scary minute. I got new energy & confidence. Although I'm exercising poor judgment with clarity. Aggression & determination. Acting like I used to. New phase. Hormone blocker was intended only for 3 years anyway. As a benefit, I can talk about hormone blockers now in a very personal way. Unexpectedly I find myself in the middle of the transgender debate. My boyfriend is trans in his heart. He sometimes talks about transitioning. Will I still love him? Hell yes! He knows the operation is too risky. I don't want him to suffer.  Now he knows the effects of hormone blockers up close & personal. He fell in love with who I was. Not what I've become. I think hormone therapy might be over for me. I'm active on Facebook. Blair H...

Like our Love This Blog is Forever  Whatever happens We will be together In this world or the next Without pretext or pretense Enigma without stigma In our hearts Joyful wonder Greater thrill than any thunder This & the older blog are our family Products of shared love If I depart this life Poems of love too many to count If you leave too soon On the highway or in the hospital I will visit these blogs every day  See your pictures & remember  How you read my poems out loud You breathed life into my words Just you & me alone together Whoever is left behind  I created this love blog for you When we're both gone Like our Love This Blog is Forever Here to tell our story.

Our love will never make sense Others will never understand Why should they? We don't We search for reasons & rationale We don't have much in common We don't spend much time together The only reason we can find For our open secret romance Is that We Feel Like It You want to be with me I want your company In private & in public  We plan & sacrifice We take crazy chances Because we want to We Feel Like It It makes no sense to anyone It makes no sense to us We're in love for one reason only We Feel Like It.

Almost a blunder? Sometimes I wonder Why did I stop in that parking lot? I didn't know you were in it I didn't know you yet / We hadn't met Hello I stopped to rest a minute Well yes I am gay / Why do you ask? We take a walk / Talk about sex We kiss & trade phone numbers Call me tomorrow I tried to / 2 Wrong numbers I couldn't read your writing I gave up / Upset I was The Tuesday was rainy & gloomy I'll never see you again Then you called me Please come right over Our love was meant to be Destiny  In that moment & this I adore you more with every kiss I found love in a parking lot Never again to be lost Almost a Blunder Chance meeting turned into wonder.

Your Smile is the Sweetest When your eyes are wide open Standing in my living room Waiting for me / You're ready for me You look so pretty Panties & a bra Stockings & my necklace Costume jewelry heart A symbol of our love Swivel mirror on a stand You admire your makeup You desire what I'm up to I approach from behind You see my reflection You feel my fire radiate into your soul Against your neck Delight & lust I worked so hard to build your trust I feel so Masculine & Powerful! Like a king or a lord I could have any trans woman In the realm I choose you / I deserve you I feel so blessed With you in my arms Your Smile is the Sweetest.

Dirty clothes on the floor Dirty dishes in the sink Kitty litter box full Coffee in the afternoon The Good Life is thinking about you Lingerie hangs in the shower My closet is your trousseau My heart is yours to own You're in my thoughts every hour The Good Life is you on my mind Unread books clutter the shelf I find your garments here & there Lipstick rolled off the counter Pantyhose snagged on my rough hands The Good Life is you in my arms Only you respond to my charms How I caress your spirit & body When you leave In our hearts We still party The Good Life is dancing with you The Good Life is dreaming with you.

You don't know me. That's what started the latest romantic friction.  You don't know I'm from a political family? My book has pictures of me, two uncles, my grandmother & her house, my brother, sister, cousin. "It's local history. For me it's family history." Chapter 5. Introduction describes my self-image. Page 100 is the gay page. Local politics isn't real politics. Now you're being dismissive. You listened to the radio interviews. Remember? I was fulfilling a political destiny. My old boyfriend Nick had a 4-letter word for people like me. L-O-R-D. Lord Hawkins or Lord Blair. Because I'm arrogant & cocky & overbearing & competent & altruistic & constructive. He nailed it. My current boyfriend knows my story now. I learned he delivered his father's eulogy. As I did for mine. After we had this talk, we made incredible love.

Gay on auto-play / Music videos erotica Windows wide open / My heart hopes The Longest Goodbye I wanted you to stay & so did you  I walked you to your car We sat inside & kissed My cowboy hat hiding the act We talked fast & couldn't stop Finally I tore myself away  Solitary walk across the parking lot Your horn honks when you drive off I throw up a wave & a giant smile If you're in the closet / I can't tell Nor can anybody else At the gym & grocery store You're ready for it / So am I Coming out is a formality Waiting for approval An open secret / The best kind Gay on auto-play The Longest Goodbye.

Love Conquers Temptation That's why I'm stuck at flirtation I have permission to fool around I want to really badly  / But I can't My body won't let me I have a boyfriend / You give clarity You calm me down / We figured it out I have ambition / A restless heart I think I'm great but undiscovered You think I'm good Still you are my muse & faithful  You believe the poems & pictures Are my original content That's more than most people Get to know my self-image As I know you  Let's love deeper than ever Love Conquers Temptation Close encounter with a hottie I want to fool around badly But I can't / My body won't let me I'm stuck at flirtation Your Love Conquers my Temptation.

You Calm Me Down You set me straight You give perspective When I make a mistake You tell me point blank I have incredible stories You want to believe them You love me That's not how beliefs work You can't choose them They are thrust upon you Like our love When I step over the limit You pull me from the edge Quietly in your arms You hold me You Calm Me Down Of all the mistakes I make You're not one of them You set me straight You Calm Me Down.

Waynesboro Virginia USA 

Waynesboro Virginia USA.

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My game is rusty. The guy's name was Guy from Luxembourg looking for a place where locals eat. Trail name Logan. 3 miles from the Appalachian Trail. Main Street Waynesboro Virginia USA. Two blocks from my apartment. 4 o'clock on a Tuesday afternoon. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? Silly me. They speak French in Luxembourg. Comment vous appelez-vous? And my name is Blair. Gaelic for clearing in the forest. I learned French in High School. You see a diner. Nice meeting you. I stand a little close. The flirt walks away. I'm rusty. So now I sit alone in my apartment with regret. Why didn't I ask if you wanted company for dinner so I could practice my French? Why didn't I remember the French café & bars around the corner? Why didn't I give you this blog address? When will I give this love blog a chance to seduce a younger man? What's your gay name? I could be rubbing your sore feet & tired legs right now. But I'm rusty. My game needs practice.

Movies are like poetry. They're not perfectly true. But they come from real life. A straight guy can take a break from being straight & break your heart when the break is over. Just as a gay guy can take a break from being gay & break a girl's heart.  It's like a holiday romance. Drunk on lust you marry for naive love. He marries to stay in the country legally. Justice of the Peace wedding on Christmas Eve. Honeymoon for one night. Booze & seduction. You "I like you." Him "I know." Unrequited love. Your newlywed groom is grateful. Love-making is icing on the cake. You won't regret this huge mistake. Regret comes from not taking chances when you know the odds are overwhelmingly against you. The optimism of love. A happy memory to last a lifetime. Gay Love & Romance on Blogger 

After Action Report. Has your wife ever asked you to teach her something? So you agree. You begin the first lesson. She laughs & dismisses your insights. Suddenly she knows more than you.  She accuses you of mansplaining. Yes you're a man & you're explaining what she asked you to explain.  She's acting like one of her children or grandchildren. How she taught them to behave toward elders & experts.   So in this analogy I should be flattered that my boyfriend treated me like family in public at the fitness club for all to see. He had asked me to show him my chest routine. I built up my chest to offset my spare tire. He can see my results since June. He wants to build mass to better wear a bra. No judgment. I will help. So 2 relationship rules were broken. He didn't treat me as the person I see myself on the inside. The expert coach with 40 years experience. And he didn't treat me like a stranger. He laughed in my face as family does.  My boyfriend rea...

We just had gay sex But we don't feel gay Yet we are What's wrong with us? We don't go gay places or do gay stuff Except when you crossdress You feel like a trans woman I feel like a straight man We talk about marriage We don't feel gay Neither one of us We feel like a straight couple But we just had gay sex What's wrong with us? Our bodies don't match up That's okay They don't have to Our feelings are the perfect match What's wrong with us? We have gay sex but we don't feel gay What's right with us? Everything else.

Camper in the Country Love shack Far enough down the highway Set back So nobody can see us Secret location of secret relations Love bubbles we create Happy times we make In a camper hidden in the country Love shack / Hungry for a salty snack I see you in the drive / Welcome back Another moment lasts forever In a secret camper in secluded country Without shame We touch each other When there's pain We cry together When it rains Your heart gives shelter Windy sunshine My arms hold you In a camper in the country Love shack I see you when you arrive Welcome back To our secret love bubble No one can pop Another moment lasts forever.

I'm needy clingy nosy bossy Sexy wild ready & willing Randy like candy In a safe place like your arms I'm transformed You change me Don't explain yourself Tell me what you want me to know Tell me what to do Better yet / Show me I hang on every word  So make 'em true And make 'em few I'm ready & willing to hear What your heart has to say Let your fingertips tell the tale Of how you missed me Then you kissed me I'm transformed I don't care where you've been Tell me what you want me to know Tell me what to do Better yet / Show me Needy clingy nosy bossy  Randy like candy Sexy wild in a safe space I'm transformed in your arms You change me Tell me what you want me to know Tell me what to do Better yet / Show me.

Married gay couple build a life together on ten acres of forest in Nova Scotia Canada. New videos on Sundays around Noon. My boyfriend & I like such YouTube channels because they show gay couples in daily life living together. Living in a love bubble of foreplay & wordplay. Actual sex is a tiny but necessary part. The ultimate dream is to be together. Let's look for a patch of undeveloped land to park a camper. Our love shack. To make love for a minute. Then cuddle. Pillow talk. Make coffee & breakfast. Lean against you at the coffee pot. Walk the dogs. Walk ourselves. Kiss & hold hands. You realize the forbidden fruit is shame. Here you don't have any. It's paradise you don't want to leave. Our ultimate dream is to live together in a love bubble. Maybe that's a romantic holiday out West. Maybe it's a spot in the country.

We're still thinking about a romantic holiday out West.  We may never go.  It's about the dream & the journey. Not the destination.  Another gimmick to grow our love. I Promise to be Pleasant Company   March 18, 2023. Yes I will Dream with You . March 24. Feelings Check . March 30. Map of Petrified Forest.

You're the happiest girl in the world I'm the luckiest man in the land Love Heaven sent Express delivery Me holding your hand The happiest in the world The luckiest in the land Heaven sent  Holding hands Expression of Love.

Who do you think you are? I know who / Nobody else does But I do / I Know Who You Are I'm there with you The real you in your heart We started slow Boy did our love grow For a while on the inside I didn't know who you were Who I make love to tonight Who do you think you are? I know who / Nobody else does But I do & then some  I live inside your heart I know where you've been What you've been through I Know Who You really Are The love is real & so are you I call you by your real name I don't feel any shame I'm there with you in your heart I Know Who You Are I live inside your heart I Know Who You Are.

UPDATE Dude Where's my Hormone Blocker? It was a perfectly fine hormone injection shot (EXCLAMATION POINT) reads the electronic message.  Why do they need the exclamation point? They're shouting me down, doubling down, gaslighting. I make no accusation. But they feel accused. So I have opted to use a clinic closer to where I've moved since my doctor is leaving in July. Good time for a change. I started hormone therapy for prostate cancer 3 years ago. Hormone blocker has left my body. Let me say something now with exclamation. I'm a new man. A real man! I can't wait to show my boyfriend the new me like old times.  He'll say. Welcome back. I missed you.

Temptation on one side  Jealousy on the other They're fighting over me  Fireworks tonight Pulling me back & forth Like a yoyo A fool in love Temptation wants me Jealousy is mad at me They're fighting over me Fireworks tonight Temptation & Jealousy Walk hand in hand I am left behind The two of them conspire Temptation & Jealousy Fireworks tonight When we hook up We know it's wrong Passions go berserk I wrote this song Fireworks tonight Temptation & Jealousy Are fighting over me Fireworks tonight Temptation & Jealousy go berserk  Fireworks tonight Temptation & Jealousy.

I feel like the needle penetrated my skin but nothing entered my body. No soreness, swelling or lump at injection site. On Day 2 injection site can't be located by touch. No difficulty walking this time. No weird feelings or nausea. It's a story nobody believes. I'm confident it's true because I'm living through it. My brother couldn't believe it. He said to document the incredible experience. The phantom hormone shot was 03/31 Day 1. My first encounter with new security measures to prevent theft of this medicine. Today is Day 6.  I called my boyfriend. He found it hard to believe also. I promised to present more evidence on Day 8 when we hook up. I'm so grateful I have a lover to share these things with. After me, he knows my body better than anyone else. Better than the urologist, the oncologist, even my own mom. I've been on hormone blockers for 3 years for prostate cancer. 3 years of erectile dysfunction. For almost 20 years he's been dating me s...

I wouldn't be here with you If not for the Almost Maybes.

Prepares for stroll on hot spring day.

I'm so gay I can't walk straight Sobriety check Walk a straight line I'm going to jail tonight I can't do anything right  Arrested I get my phonecall Hello my lover Guess where I am No. Uh-uh. Nope. I'm in jail in the drunk tank Because I can't walk straight I need you to bail me out Take me into custody I was on my way to your place I suppose I can wait til morning I don't see any hotties right now But the night is young What's a girl to do? Prison fantasies come true No I'm not drunk Just buzzed What's the big fuss? I'm so gay for you  How can I repay you? You say you're on your way? I'm so gay I can't see straight Everybody looks like a hottie Please hurry I'm so gay I don't do anything straight.

Why didn't you tell me you like me? You know why It's obvious you have a crush On my friend You're invisible to him I'm invisible to you You can't see my hints A framed little picture of me & you Presented as a goodbye present To remember me by I've been upset you're leaving I can't just tell you I Like You You have to see it I have to show it You have to feel it too Well do you? Yes I do now How could I be so oblivious It's so obvious I didn't think about your feelings When I decided to leave I feel them now I didn't know you like me I didn't know that was a possibility   Now that I know I don't want to go Let's make up for lost time My goodbye present to you Guess what it is  Hint You can't see it but you can feel it And touch it & remember it Give up? It's a kiss & a couple hours as lovers Before I have to go Sooner I should have said I Like You Now you're leaving At least you know I Like You  In our hea...

Imagine you need a heart transplant. Your lover dies in a car accident. You get his heart. Literally your lover lives inside of you.

We talk about our dreams every time we're together. I turned my straight boyfriend gay. With me he pretends to be a woman. He turns me straight when I'm with him. Some day we will marry as husband & wife, not husband & husband. He will wear a wedding dress. I already agreed to it. I share this music video for my boyfriend, who is a reader of this blog. Gay Love & Romance 

Sure we're dating But are we JUST dating? It's much more than that Going Steady we are Maybe that's a better way to say it Steady as she goes Wait a minute What's so steady about it? Smooth sailing now But a year ago a strong gale Rocked our canoe We've been shipwrecked & adrift Together & apart In hurricane & hot sun Laughing & crying In the rain of joyful tears Thunder of painful passion Floods of the heart Droughts of the body Rogue waves & rogues  Dangerous journey for us both We're still Going Steady What's so steady about it? LOVE Going Steady as she goes We're not just dating We're Going Steady Steady as she goes.

I Spin Around under your fingertips When we dance at arm's length You give me the strength To face my fears When you kiss my lips In your eyes I see my life How much has been a waste Wandering around in this place I hide my love inside Until you come around Now I want the world to know I Spin Around When you look at me When I think of you In my mind I Spin Around So intense dancing At arm's length so distant My life has been a waste Traveling from couch to couch Until you Now I have direction I Spin Around You give me purpose I make you happy  In your loving arms I'm so dizzy  Under your fingertips I Spin Around I Spin Around.