Gay Love & Romance

Is LOVE a fantasy? Or fantastic? This blog speaks against the video. Love is very real. Just like any other emotion. Happiness. Sadness. Fear. Faith. There's one problem. You cannot see emotions. Like temperature & radiation. But it's very real. You can see its effects. Mostly you love what you spend time with. Keep your relationship in the attraction mode....you want to spend more time with your partner. Wanting to spend less time is called rejection. Small children know this instinctively. There's the idea of love. And then there's true love. When a couple breaks up, you wonder if your partner ever truly loved you. Of course he did. His feelings changed. He fell out of love. Because you somehow hurt his feelings. Or you disappointed him. Or betrayed him. Or started to avoid him. No such thing as unconditional love. Everyone needs love in order to feel complete. Without it, you will continue to suffer. And justify your own trauma. I recommend you enjoy this gay lov

Playing Hooky in a Hurricane  I'm calling in again. Secret lovin' Rain & wind squall. I risk it all If the creek don't rise I will light up your eyes  Very soon because I'm playing hooky  The two of us in a cyclone The power just went out Just then I kissed your lips  Wind gust hit the window! My arms protect you  Happy I made the trip  Perfect day for playing hooky  Hunker down! Water's rising  Love-making is surprising Storm surges from the urges Sudden calm for a minute Intimate in a hurricane  We're experts at playing hooky  Another groan. It's a cyclone Calling in again. Secret lovin'  Playing Hooky in a Hurricane (Theme Song for this Poem) Rock You Like A Hurricane - Scorpions

Unexpectedly good movie. Ex-military assassin is recruited to hunt Nazis. The Nazi is your grandfather in hiding. The assassin befriends you & discovers you're gay. He follows you to Berlin. Friendship, love & his wife's suicide soften his heart. He can't kill anymore. But you can. "Walk On Water" (2004) on Tubi. TV-MA for violence & male nudity.

Sofa in October  Sandy beach November  My van will take me there He's called The Great White Spot It's good to have goals Vision trip to another land Make-over in the future  Rejuvenate my soul Return refreshed for my man It's good to have goals  Pen & paper at my fingertips  They describe your sweet lips So far away. Yet so close Recharge my mind & soul Send pics on the phone From The Great White Spot  Seen from space. Your rugged face Sofa in October  Sandy beach November  It's Good To Have Goals.

Is your life a loop? Day after day the same thing. Monotony of misery. Year after year. Groundhog Day every day. You're not happy or content. Your interruptions are negative. Getting high. Sex parties. Cheating. Binging. Seclusion. Vacations from reality. You lack balance. You're not grounded. And you're not soaring to new heights. Stuck in a continuous cycle of sadness. Who told you that was okay? Everybody. Parents. Teachers. Bosses. Mentors. The elite who are not in your situation. I have broken out of the cycle many times in my life. I didn't listen to experts. I'm not listening still. But I know my life is in a loop right now. Just not sure how to break out of it. Yeah I'm brainstorming though. 

Fountain of Youth aquifer is discovered under the steam room. Evil cosmetics mogul orders her gay assistant to seize the gym for her empire. But his allegiance is compromised when he dates one of the steam room studs. On Tubi. TV-MA for nudity, adult themes & persistent thirst. Meet Eric & Jacob

Extremely disturbing & realistic depiction of women. I found myself screaming at the TV. Luckily I'm gay. So I don't allow women in my home, in my car or to flirt with me. Women are terrorists. As every straight man knows.

Your parents visit. You take down all the pictures of you & your boyfriend. He shows up to your house. You finally come out as gay to your parents. They say they've always known. They bought you the G.I. Joe doll to play with. They're happy you have someone in your life.

From Hollywood's dark dungeon to the White House, sex scandals continue to rock the celebrity-politician-adult community. Allegedly! From P Diddy & Austin Wolfe to Weinstein & Epstein.  Theme Song for this Post  Super Freak by Rick James 1981

Stay away from down-low discreet married gay men. They will never come out. Well. Too late. Some love is better than no love.

"That was awesome!" Super hot Sean William Scott.

...... "I" cheated. I caught HIV. I gave it to my boyfriend. He got sick with full-blown AIDS. I dumped him. I'm healthy & "undetectable" on meds. I hallucinate my ex is killing me. I don't deserve to live. He dies. My new boyfriend is HIV negative. My unresolved guilt causes dangerous mental illness. I start to believe I am my ex & my boyfriend is me. I don't deserve to live.

Did this doctor see my August 30 post & create a video for me? Sex almost killed me. Well. I was not completely honest. I took 2 Cialis (total 20 mg) in several hours for erectile dysfunction. I passed out or fainted. Cialis is used to treat enlarged prostate & heart conditions. My blood pressure was low (100/60) from Cialis & Losartan. I was having an intense hot flash (heart attack adjacent). My diet is poor from hospital bills (second half of July & August I fasted). Now I have finally resumed my Calcium supplement. And I need to make other adjustments. FYI: Love is keeping me alive ♥️

He wore 2 pair underwear under the sweatpants for the censors. "I'm more of a grower."

A cute sketchy gay porn film student (Marcos) has a bad weather travel layover in your apartment while your female roommate (his friend) is away. Temptation leads to 3 kisses on the lips.  But you are able to resist. He doesn't believe in monogamy. His film is him having sex with exes who don't know they're being filmed. Your boyfriend visits you. He trusts you to be faithful. And you are. You see the value of monogamy. And the dangers of promiscuity.

You are a gay psychologist. Your gay patient has met someone new. You spy on his romance. His date is your boyfriend. You didn't figure it out sooner because your boyfriend was using a fake name.

Spencer Klavan with his husband.

My search is done  By accident I found love Or rather. You found me  I want to share the rent  And my bed every night  Your search was over You called me. Remember? In the middle of a hurricane  I gave my address for GPS 3 hookups later. You wore a dress Too late. I'm in love You tricked me. In a good way  What a wild few months! Then you broke up with me  Still I had your number Gave you time. Then I called  We got back together  Our search is done. On this we agree  Our love will last forever  As it has already  We stopped listening to society  The fight is over. The search is done Finally we found love. (Theme Song for this Poem) I Found Love on a Two-way Street

You fooled around a few times with your high-maintenance roommate. He reappears ten years later to invite you to the college reunion. And to flirt & cocktease & have casual sex again. Now you are ready for a serious gay relationship. He doesn't tell you about his engagement to marry a woman in Japan. So you feel betrayed. He doesn't choose you. So you kiss him on the cheek goodbye. "A Reunion" on Tubi (2014) Rated R for male nudity.

Reading of "Can't Stop Smiling". Reminder that Sat. Sep. 14 at 12 to 4 p.m. is the first annual Gay Pride in Waynesboro Virginia USA. World Headquarters.

Let them go. Make room in your heart for true love waiting around the corner.

Give me a single tree in a field  A simple dream that won't yield  Solitude without attitude  Feelings of gratitude  And I'll show you love Like has never existed before  Leave a compliment in the blank Something to boost my ego Special & uniquely hot Like I won the lottery  The love jackpot  Like has never existed before  How can I be so sure? Because I feel you in my bones Magically optimistic  Confident in my soul Your love is fantastic  Like has never existed before  I won't ask for more My heart settles for less Don't be greedy or needy  Accept what is given Your sweet love is enough Like Has Never Existed Before.

I saw my boyfriend two days in a row  Now I can't stop smiling  I've lost control  He's been thinking about me  Dreaming of next weekend  Downtown Gay Pride on the 14th Down-low is a powder keg Secrecy the fuel ready to ignite  Public displays of affection To cool off hearts on fire Kissing while strangers watch Holding hands. I got your back Another week until we celebrate  I can't wait  And I can't stop smiling  I want the world to know  Twenty years in a row  We dream together  You're the family I choose  The hardest test & my muse I fear another man will steal you away  Your solemn promise with eye contact  "I won't let that happen" I trust you. I love you  And I Can't Stop Smiling.

Keep It In Your Pants  No Thanks  I'm gonna take 'em off first chance I get I'm coming out to take a selfie  Gonna strut around in my underwear  Look out my window at the Blue Ridge  Your fountain of youth on the edge Hours away rendezvous  Your heart is everywhere  I strut around in my underwear  So do you in lingerie. What secrets? Keep it in your under-pants!  No. Don't think so  That don't work out well I got to take a chance Ring the bell for romance  Yes I'm at home. And I'm not alone Keep It In Your Pants  No Thanks.

Your closeted gay brother overdoses on pills. Accidental or on purpose? Half the family rejected his cries for help. The other half had no idea. He broke up with his boyfriend. Everyone must reveal a secret in order to accept the truth. "A Wake" (2021) on Tubi TV-14.

A new phase for the old age Run away are anger & rage Right around the corner. There you are Peaceful face. Beautiful heart  We're on the same page Every page in every book Bound by every hook Some call it ether. It's all around us You are my tether. The reason I feel it Such joy I can't believe it New paradigm for romance Words are dancing on the page Nervous I will wait for you  Sunburn under spotlight heat Alone at center stage. My speech Filled with images of you Some call it random. Epic novel  Read this page with ease Touch my hand. Catch my breath With every kiss. With every miss Turn The Page.

You had 3 STI's in 2 months. Once a partner agreed to use a condom.....then.....behind your back, took it off to finish up inside you.  You go on PrEP with side effects to reduce chances of catching HIV. If you think you've been exposed to gonorrhea, syphilis or chlamydia, you should take PEP within 72 hours. You can't have mental health without sexual health. Many of your clients have contracted infections from their "monogamous" partner.

GRINDR SNIFFLES? Huh? That figures. So I clicked to hear how infected the promiscuous dudes are.  Oops! It's SNIFFIES. With an "i". A new super anonymous gay dating site. Making it easier to spread std's without accountability. Without love.

"Being a breeder isn't natural." Camp Sohomo will convert your straight son or daughter to gay & lesbian. "God loves me & I'm super gay." FRISKY BUSINESS on Tubi is a collection of 5 short gay films.