Gay Love & Romance

The great white light  My vision lost sight My body lost strength  Gravity body-slammed me To the concrete floor Cushioned by vinyl tile I'm so glad you were there  When I came to. I woke up to you The one I've loved forever  More than any other. Angel in my heart  You nursed me Calmly you reassured me I'm so glad you were there  I fear you too will take a fall Fall out of love as my body fails Hear the lion tattoo roar Every minute I love you more Every instant you reassure  You ain't going nowhere  I'm So Glad You Were There.

Proof of Life. Passionate sex almost killed me today. I passed out from exertion, dehydration & HOT flash. My vision went white. I woke up on the floor. My bf said my speech was slurred as I slowly fell out of the chair.  Should he call an ambulance? No. They'll just say it's over. And I'll have another hospital bill. I'm feeling much better but weak. On one hand, sex is the way to go. On the other, I don't want to traumatize my lover. Don't take life for granted. 😁

Resting bitch face is a blessing? No it's not. You complain nobody tries to pick you up. Yet people flirt with you all the time. So at the bar, you hit on a guy. He thinks you're the hottest person at the venue. You reject him because he's looking for a relationship; the thing you say you're looking for. WARNING stay clear of this  confused person.

Gabriel. What a stud! Forget the long hair. This blog is inclusive of hot straight dudes & couples. But the main focus is gay & trans. This boost is for Gabe!

Unusual discussion. Jim is 55. Nikki is 26, from Norway. She started hormone replacement at age 15. She's glad she didn't have any surgeries. She believes "trans" is a benign mental illness - gender dysphoria. If it's a normal healthy lifestyle choice, the medical insurance won't pay for treatment.  My boyfriend is also trans but leads a straight life. While I am goldstar gay & of course more masculine. I'm so happy we met. He's the closest I will ever come to loving a woman. And I really love him. He is my family. By posting this podcast here, he will see it. And not feel so isolated.

Sex......I want to get off. Love.......I want my partner to get off. Love is the missionary position. I'm on top. We're kissing & looking deep into each other's eyes. I'm talking explicit but romantic trash. My trans bi bf likes that. I'm a writer so words flow. My bf also talks.....sounds like a demure Harlequin romance. He takes it as long as he can but won't say stop. When I see his face frown, he's had enough. And I'm sensitive to his pleasure. That's love. Sex is any other position.

"Resting Bitch Face" or sub-5 male? Looking for a "chad" super hottie. Guys just wanna have sex. No. You are looking for "friends" on Grindr. But it doesn't lead to long-term. You're sending mixed messages. You've been single for 6 months. 3 years ago you made another video that the gay community sucks. As soon as you accept yourself as the sucky gay, things will improve.

Skimpy underwear reading of one poem. Gay Pride coming up Sat. Sep. 14 from 12 to 4 pm. Waynesboro Virginia USA.

He's awkward around fans who make him rich. Because he's not gay. He's not attracted to men. His customer base is a pain in the ass. UPDATE His Twitter (X) is @_danbenson. I joined to see his adult content. I am not disappointed. He's straight or bi. But so is my trans boyfriend, the muse for this blog. My X handle is @GayPoemPodcast.

Gay icon is NOT gay. Disney's Dan Benson struggled to make ends meet until his gay-for-pay OnlyFans adult channel made him an independent millionaire.

Let me love you Exactly how I want to  Twice a day. Day & night Let me love you now My love is different  Frequency is modulated Sub woofers pound out  Sounds not yet regulated Join my journey to paradise  Touch & cuddle & freshen up  We have Gay Pride to attend to Rainbows in a prism  Hearts filled with optimism  Let's get out of this closet Let me love you in public  As if we're not a secret  Lean on me. Kiss me on the lips  Broad daylight on Main Street  So many years we've hidden  What was once forbidden  So relieved that no one cares Let me love you how I want to Openly with pride Let Me Love You Now. (Theme Song for this Poem)

You were in my arms  I was standing there  We were together  Techno on the radio  Your face in my chest Everything for the best Your lips breathe sweetly  Perfumed in my bedroom  I was grinning hard In the window Flowers Bloom How can I express? Words caress the ear Mine chase away fear I won't back away Never will I leave you Or stop loving you Protect you & respect you The heart dominates Feelings penetrate  In my arms standing there We were together  In the window Flowers Bloom.

When we kiss goodbye  Your smile disappears  With your heavenly scent  Your absence becomes real My stomach growls but Your heart is on my mind When my body is alone Standing in the rain  Facing the wind Shivers to the bone  On the verge of giving up  Your heart is on my mind  When I make it back  Collapsing on the porch Fatigue & weakness  Wide opens the door  Looking up from the floor  Your heart is on my mind  When you drag me inside  Hello. No more goodbyes  I missed you every minute  Your breath & faithful touch I love you so much Your Heart On My Mind.

They ran out of gas. Gay couple living in a truck. Ethan is 22. Austin is 40. This boost is for romance.

A stranger is in their bed. TRAUMA. When Bernardo touches Adam, Adam feels the bad memory when his groomer touched him inappropriately. Especially when Adam was using drugs, which amplify your emotions, which are in the body.  Rationally Adam shouldn't feel this way. But he can't force his emotions away. Bernardo's intimate touch is appropriate & proper. Adam is fighting with his own body. Bernardo feels betrayed again.....like the man he thought he married is gone. I'm not optimistic this scenario has a happy ending. Fortunately my boyfriend & I don't have sexual trauma. We were never assaulted or molested. We have sex-positivity. We feel good before, during & after sex. We're blessed. But I have dated guys who have shame & guilt. It's tough. We think about other guys sometimes. But only to enhance the good mood.

Starving for affection  I got Dinner Plans  Restaurant off the reservation  You don't feel comfortable there  So we go somewhere else Secret appetizer just for us Holding hands --> the sweetest wine Recall our last public outing Gay Pride in the Park High noon on a grassy knoll You in drag. Me shirtless  You're a dime. I'm a nickel  So people think we're just friends  They smile & wink to you in my arms I claim you with my charms We're a proud gay couple And I'm a jealous lover Romance is on the menu Spices only we know about  Filling & feeling good Meat & potatoes. From head to toes  We want the world to know  Our love hungers for attention  The heart craves affection  We got Dinner Plans.

Always I am afraid  You will fall out of love Some day you'll walk away After trying so hard to stay Somehow our bond will break  Two broken hearts will ache I'll never find love again  Surprise! I was wrong When love finds you Don't play hard to get  Bear the burden of bad memories  How nervous you are tonight  Someone hurt you in the past I am someone  It's your ex who broke your heart Surprise! I'm not him I can't wish away bad times  But I can crowd them out With new thoughts of us Surprise! I'm a different person  Close your eyes. I blow your mind Your love is my.... Surprise!

The day we met I can't forget  It was cloudy in the mountain pass I stopped for rest. I just left a man I had no plans but you did The day we met I won't forget  What you said to me Are you gay? Yes Are you interested? Yes Follow me to a secluded spot Where we can fool around  The day we met I had no idea You were cruising for love & sex So much eye contact direct You made me fall for you I stepped up to the plate With new feelings to articulate  Our lives changed forever Everything got worse then better  We won't soon forget We're together by accident  Ever since The Day We Met.

Which way is the right way? Make a left at the corner  Leave behind your trauma  Lay your heart on the line Kissing & touching are on my mind Disoriented I walk in circles  Your love I'm in search of What happened in the past  Don't tell. Don't ask Again my heart is on a journey  What if I break in-two? A thousand pieces of pain Like so many times  Can't erase it from my mind But you are not my exes Uncharted territory again  Understanding is the sign post Smiling lights up the street  My destination is your heart Which way is the right way?

Bernardo's ideal relationship is not matching up with his 8-year marriage with Adam. Because of trauma. What is trauma? Bad feelings from bad memories. Like a panic attack. So Bernardo travels alone to the source of his trauma. His childhood hometown in Brazil. Here he is supposed to feel afraid. But not in his marriage. To save the relationship, they must address & remove the past trauma triggering present-day worry.

Nothing hurts me more When I hurt your feelings  Nothing tears me up faster When I break your heart  When I speak without thinking  You get quiet & look away  I must have hurt your feelings  Nothing hurts me more  Than your hurt feelings  Stronger they are.... the more sensitive  Nothing makes me try harder  When I betray your heart  No argument is worth losing you My feelings ache when I hurt you Nothing occupies my mind  But memories of together time Nothing grows my love longer When I trust your heart  I don't fake a minute of it  Nothing hurts me more  When I Hurt Your Feelings.

I'm floating on the clouds In this plane Getting closer to your love  Like a flame Smoking hot & scorching red It's all good. Keep your head  Above water  What we should reject  What we ought not do We do anyway  My ass vibrates in coach  Jet-set airliner  Getting hotter by the minute  More than a misdemeanor  Scorching red on fire Better some than no desire Solid ground like rubber  What we should never do We do anyway  And then...... We do it again You'll see me in window seat Behind the fuselage  My suitcase is packed with love Nothing to sabotage  Let's do what we ought not to  Kiss me on the lips where we meet  We both know better What we should never do  We do it anyway  And then...... We do it again!

I can't wait to repeat  What I said last week  I was paying attention  When it was your turn to speak  Words like Thank You & Please  They brought me to my knees  What we did last week  I can't wait to repeat  How you made me unafraid  What's on my mind is what I say  Brutal honesty shines on sin Kisses all over to make it right  Your feelings are important to me  And so are you When in my arms & remote  I can't wait to repeat  What we did last week  Somewhere I lost my breath It's okay if you have it Touches & kisses. What a mess! It's not luck. We're blessed  Our love is a fortress  I can't wait to repeat  What we do every week.

Powerful is how I feel  Long wind & strong will I don't drink designer beer Yet somehow I persevere I'm writing a Letter To Your Heart Determination forged in Hell Tender touch straight from Heaven  I speak romance languages Yeah I can also spell Alone I'm talking to your heart  Haven't seen a soul for days  No bear or moose on parade In the cold rainy forest  I keep my wits on the trail Glad I'm headed to your heart My pack is light My dream is right Through swamp quick with sand Reach out. Grab my hand  Carry me back to your heart Circles & rectangles Vertigo I lose my way I hear a distant tempo steady  No fear. When I get there I'll read my Letter To Your Heart.

Take away your love from me Fall away my failing body What remains? Tuck away my arrogance  Let go my attitude  Look around the bedroom  Over here I kiss you this way So happy I'm dizzy  I can't walk straight  Or anything else straight  There beside me. You're giddy  Must be the humidity  Throw love to the muggy wind Liquidate our romance Nothing remains! Drive to the mountain top Let me hold your hand  Can I whisper in your heart? You mean everything  You make my soul sing Forever & a day my muse Take away me from you What remains? Nothing is What Remains.