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Some gonna Love

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Some gonna love you Some gonna hate you You can't please everyone But you can please someone Some days they love you Turn your back they let you go Lose your focus When you see their true soul Find your hocus-pocus The magic in your eyes Abracadabra when I grab ya The firestorm inside You can't please everyone But you can please someone Some gonna love... Some gonna hate Some gonna run... Some gonna wait Let it be said so let it be done Abracadabra I cannot please everyone But I can please you. (2/29/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Abracadabra by Steve Miller Band

Sex & candy

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🎶 I smell sex & candy 🎶 Who's that casting devious stares in my direction? 🎶

When you change your mind

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When you change your mind  I will be long gone When you change your ways It'll be too late When your heart warms up I'll be far away When you change your story I won't feel any pain Your love letter in the rain You've changed so much But I don't believe a word When you find your smile  I'll be long gone Don't hold your breath  Let my heart heal up In another place & time Finally I gave up Now I've moved on You can't change that How you broke my heart When you changed your mind I cried for days  Don't change it back Because I found a new Love Who has changed my heart Now finally I moved on. Theme Song for this Poem You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine  by Lou Rawls

What keeps me going

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What keeps me going What keeps you hanging on No one can see. That includes me What keeps us moving on Together for so long Nobody knows why no one can see Another love song written for you by me What keeps the times rolling on Not what you thought it was Or what you wish it would be No one can see why. Including me Behind the scenes Love is blind As real as anything  You hear my heart sing Nobody knows why no one else can see Love songs for when Love is blind Written down for you by me What keeps me going What keeps you hanging on. (2/27/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem You Keep Me Hangin' On by Diana Ross & the Supremes 1966

Ricky Martin's foot fetish, La Vida Loca

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The Article

Praise Kink

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Life is like Love

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Life is like Love It goes in circles Ups  & downs imperfect What the heart is in need of A dance loosely choreographed In such a way to make it last Not just forever But outside the box of time 2 hearts together In rhythm & pantomime We speak without words We embarrass the world The Earth quakes in our wake So confident in our mistakes Love is like Life Ups & downs imperfect It goes in circles Dancing melts the ice Life is like Love You're what my heart is in search of. (2/24/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Looking For A New Love by Jody Watley I rate the video TV-14 for implied oral sex. Edgy & provocative.

Shingles vax pt 2

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Update. Shingles vaccine part 2. T+0=Feb 16. T+8=Feb 24 today.  A = injection area was very sore couple days. B = weird jabs of nerve pain in the skin of pinkie where I was wearing a relationship ring. C = moved to bottoms of my feet. D = inner right thigh hot spot of painful jabs in the skin. Nothing visible. It's the same exact spot. I call it Hawaii.  E = Hernia scar. Throbbing. Difficulty walking. T+5. All side effects subsided T+6 doctor visit. Nothing he can do. Later that day E returns with a vengeance. F = sciatica nerve is activated. Pain & numbness at top edge of thigh muscle wrapping around to sciatica connected to foot arch.  T+8 still difficult to walk. But symptoms are diminishing. Otherwise my health & spirits are high. No pun intended. ♥️😁

Love Don't Fake It

It's been alleged that I'm exaggerating Embellishing & overstating A nothing burger. Hill of beans Who cares what it truly means? I do. Let me tell you a secret Love Don't Fake It It don't have to since I met you My soul stands accused of not being real Nothing you can see or touch - only feel It's metaphysical & fictional At best Illusion. At worst Delusional Let me tell you a little secret Love Don't Fake It It don't have to since I met you My heart is charged with being irrational Dreams & fantasy are not factual Not a serious topic to deal with I believe Romance is not a myth Like Santa Claus is very real Like Sasquatch close your eyes to see Like Hunger animal urges to behold Like Optimism the first sign on the road To exaggeration & celebration Listen closely to my secret Love Don't Fake It It don't have to.

With All My Might

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Invisible bird sings a melody Breeze in the trees whistle harmony For romance under moonlight I'm dancing with all my might Irresistible you are like gravity I try to run but I fall down Under starlight you mean everything I'm holding you from deep inside My mind is working overtime To impress & seduce For sure I'll say the right thing This go-round will be tight Invisible memory Dissonant history Dancing & buzzing like bees 2 hearts party for free What happened to gravity? What attracted you to me? Incredible & unreturnable You mean everything Romance in broad daylight Moonlight or starlight I'm loving you with all my might Like a melody without gravity I love with all my heart & all my might This go-round will be tight  Romance With All My Might I'm loving you tonight  (2/21/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Gravity by John Mayer studio recording  Live with Keith Urban

Strangers at the Station - scene 4

Love letter from William to Jacob William's soliloquy Feb 19. My Dear Jacob. I arrived safely in San Fran on Christmas Eve. The edge of the civilized world. Not the good edge. You kept your promise. I made it home. Not a day has passed I haven't thought of you every minute. How I nursed your wounds from the Memphis altercation. At your mom's farm in St. Louis, we lived like newlyweds.  They tried to swindle me at the station while you were in the men's room. They robbed me of my suitcase of Christmas presents for my kids. You chased them down. They beat you up. I got my case back.  More importantly, most assuredly, I got you back. I wanted to kiss you so bad. But I knew it was too dangerous if anyone saw us. I remember the lonely rural rail station where we met. You coughed from my tobacco. Got a buzz. Got vertigo. Kissed me in the shadow. Later made love to me in the sleeper compartment. Special. True & sincere. Passionate yet grounded. My unexpected gift from God ...

She loved your grandfather

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Your grandmother says you have a white stain on the shoulder of your jacket. It needs to be laundered. What she doesn't say is she knows where you've been.  Of course she knows. You're 34 & still live with her. She still doesn't like gays. But she loved your gay grandfather.

Trans ... Not Gay

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I was straight until I met my trans girlfriend

Michael & Thomas meet in battle

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Michael & Thomas meet in battle. They kiss & agree to reunite after the war. They fall in love. Michael's wife stands in the way of their gay love. In her old age she confesses that she "ruined" the lives of 2 people.  Fast forward. Both men have died. Her grandson is gay. She's still homophobic, calls gays "animals". She softens & the dirty little family secrets come out to finally clear the air some 70 years later. Man In an Orange Shirt. 2017 PBS 2-part  miniseries on Tubi. Rated TV-14. One of my favorite scenes. Michael goes to the jail to surprise Thomas on his release after a year of incarceration for being gay in the wrong place. To Michael's surprise, a group of Thomas's friends pick him up. Michael hides behind a car as they drive away. Michael visited Thomas in jail one time at great risk to himself & his reputation. Thomas forbids him from visiting again. Michael never reveals he was there on Thomas' release from jail. ...

Shingles vaccine

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Sad breakup on my mind

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Spotlight on Love

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In my heart the sun never sets The moon waits patiently In the shadow you & me Spotlight on Love The river runs deep When the flow is slow Not a day goes by That I don't shine a light In the darkness of my heart I find a couple making out That would be you & me While the moon waits patiently You play hide-and-seek I find you so easy Changing outfits to dazzle You've been rehearsing all week If only in your mind Pacing & blocking Anticipating how I react The play has but one act I shine a spotlight on what I want There's a couple in my heart That would be you & me As the moon waits patiently Spotlight on Love. (2/16/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem How deep is your Love? By the Bee Gees

I was your Valentine

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Did it really happen? Or did I imagine? Your confident seductive kisses Red was the wine. Our bodies intertwined  I was your Valentine. You were mine Was it a dream or reality TV? Unscripted plots rejected Unwitting but circumspected Enough to see what's going on But blind to the love song Pounding in your heart I feel it in mine You are my Valentine Did I hallucinate, satisfy or satiate? I take off my glasses. I'm far-sighted What I see up close. I'm excited You're ready & eager To make love & mistakes Microphone & receiver Daydream believer You're mine. I'm your Valentine Did it really happen? Or did I imagine? I was your Valentine You were mine. (2/14/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Daydream Believer by The Monkees 🎵 What can it mean to a Daydream believer & a home-coming queen? 🎶

Be Mine

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On Valentine's Day surprise delight I loved you with all my might.

Can't Love Anymore 1979

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Ever since the day you've been gone 🎵

Valentine's Hump Day

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This year my Dear Valentine's is on Hump Day Appropriate prerequisite The 45th day we celebrate Before & after with lots of laughter I say romantic things Lyrics out of context Listen how my heart sings Then you shush me when you're ready We both want sex Your body you decorate Our union we celebrate A few key memories we agree on When I sing your song Out loud & out of tune Your eyes light up I cleaned up my house Hoping to arouse We double shower Pictures of flowers Wine & chef salad In my arms relax Celebrate our union Decorate your vision This year the day after Mardi Gras Valentine's is on Hump Day Before & after with lots of laughter We will celebrate our love. (2/14/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Celebration by Kool & the Gang

Ebbs & Flows

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It ebbs & flows Highs & lows Strong wind blows And everybody knows We don't announce it We don't deny it Confused by it Afraid like a riot That breaks the heart Tears the soul apart Teardrops start to fall That's when I recall The happy times Musical chimes Rhythm & weak rhymes Reach around from behind Love ebbs & flows Highs & lows Everybody knows We're so close We don't deny it Confused by it Steady romance diet You must try it Love ebbs & flows Highs & lows And everybody knows I love you from head to toe. (2/13/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Happy by Rick James & Teena Marie Incredible photo slideshow through the years.

Of Love

Of Love you speak I understand You have needs Like me you're a man Of Love you dream In the day & the night I'm your self-esteem You're my endless delight Of Love I write When your body's far away Your memory gives insight 2-man party for reunion day "Of Love" the theme When I feel you extreme Your needs I understand Like me you're a man Together a lightning bolt Of Love Our hopes are the result Of Love Of Love you speak Of Love you dream Of Love I write Of Love the theme Your needs I understand Like me you are a man.

Somewhere in Love

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The planet rotates around a pole My heart revolves around your soul The moon is a silver lining  The solar wind is reflecting In your eyes the gusts That strip away reluctance Your mind whispers to my ear Words of truth Our destiny is here Delicate alongside Uncouth Precious naked in the rain Thirsty for meaningful pain Do anything to feel something Lust hurts in a good way My head twirls vertigo I'm losing my balance You hold me with romance Suddenly the trust explodes From confusion is born the universe From our fusion All that matters Somewhere in Love the two of us As the world spins in the solar wind We are Somewhere in Love. (2/10/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Shining Star by The Manhattans

2 dudes look for fame

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A gay plus-size model no one thinks is gay. A straight white actor nobody believes is straight. They have the same dream. Fame & Fortune in Hollywood. Comedy gold. On Tubi. I would rate it as R or MA. Female frontal nudity. Simulated sex. Persistent obscene language & gestures. Bullying against straight white men. This film couldn't be made today because it's so damn funny.

Woman in Love

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🎵 Just give me love when you need me A woman in love will understand 🎵 And I'll give you all that I have completely  🎵 A woman in love needs only one man 🎵🎶🎵 

Still not faking

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Love-making Risk-taking Heart-breaking Earth-shaking I'm Not Faking my Love.  

As Does My Heart

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My house has a closet It's filled with lingerie Intimate apparel awaits your return As Does My Heart It's not really mine It's your trousseau I love you so As Does My Heart It's more like a hope chest Of optimism & fake breasts The door opens wide As Does My Heart Well-organized is part of it In disarray mostly out of sight  It reeks of naughty thoughts As Does My Heart My house has a closet Crammed with clandestine desire It belongs to you As Does My Heart.

T minus 6 days

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Countdown to rendezvous When our passions will ignite  Again they lift us to great height T minus 6 days of anticipation We will give thanks on our knees You don't have to be here Nor do I Yet we choose to hook up We make time to look up Preparation for lift-off Remind yourself The doubts you had before Routine promises galore Too many to ever keep Pick one to guarantee We chose monogamy After all other options were exhausted Preparation for getting off Remember the promises kept How they give us faith That our love is not fake But authentic & safe We can't prove it Don't want to lose it History is the basis of trust The heart an oasis of lust T minus 6 days of anticipation Until our bodies reunite They lift us to great height Another date with destiny. (2/3/2024. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem Spacey Love by Rick James Album release 1/26/1979. The rising star wrote this ballad for the superstar Patti LaBelle. 🎵 Do with me what you please I'm begg...

Music video God's Own Country

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My Review  of the 2017 gritty gay love story with a happy ending. On Tubi. Music video from God's Own Country 

Brutal Honesty of a Boyfriend

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Incredible sex Unbelievable pillow talk Until brutal honesty of a boyfriend Burly bricklayer hands & masculine  Now just memories in our heads It's okay to tease me a little bit  Love is sensitive & serious Others can denigrate me Yet I have not a care but The same words from you eviscerate me You caught yourself being a bully Plucking on my insecurity The fear I might lose my lover That's you  Like I teased you last week I described your family with your words You didn't like it I stopped when your expression dropped We're not close to breaking up But when feelings are hurt That's what I think of If we do break up I'm confident I will find a replacement Am I just saying that? Maybe  I will start a new phase Perhaps a new gay love blog The first was collab with you To save our open broken relationship It worked  The second & current love blog Recommitment to monogamy  You don't read it anymore It's true I'm not the man I once was Nor am I...