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Ever Since I Fell In Love

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Nothing lasts forever  That's what they say  I don't believe a word of it Ever since I fell in love It started when you smiled at me  My body's been over-heating  Ever since you nodded - Hey My heart has run away  On a journey to somewhere gay Nothing makes me feel  So good & real Peace in my heart  Thank you very much  I say it like it's a fact Because it is. It's in every kiss Nothing lasts forever  I don't believe that  Ever since I fell in love Nothing can pry us apart  Someone is in my heart  Ever Since I Fell In Love. -------------------- Theme Song for this Poem  Since I Fell For You - Lenny Welch Written 1945. Recorded 1963. #3 Hot 100.

Door is Unlocked

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.....What are you into?.... ....I like getting used.......    ..... I can take it from here......

Manly Desire

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Your body & your heart  That's all I want  Let's make a fair trade In return I offer My heart & body. And my soul To boot... jewelry & lingerie  My Manly Desire is to give you Everything you need  That's not fair. So you say Hardly a square deal Let me explain. Sweetie  I need your heart & body  Your soul is care-free  To pursue your dreams  Listen to my love songs You are my muse. I'm not your muse Now we got that straight  For you I provide  You supply the love In my heart. In my body Two items is all I want  Your body & your heart They satisfy my Manly Desire  I build a warm fire I need to give you. Everything you need.

Cory looking for love

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Cory in St. Petersburg FL  is confused & looking for gay love. On Facebook & Instagram. This blog boost is for you.

Bully - where are the adults?

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"Bully" (2018) on Tubi. Nothing funny about this typical American high school. The gay kid is gay-bashed. He says "the teachers can't do anything". That's not true. They choose to do nothing. Parents don't press charges. The fat kid, the goth kid, the Asian kid are also assaulted. The only groups not bullied are the black & Latino students, who eventually must help the victimized kids & restore order in the school.  The local mobsters step in. The boxing gym teaches the fat kid to fight. No police resource officer is anywhere to be seen. No student respects any authority figure.

Love Pride

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Sam & Harry - love forgives

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Your high school bully was in love with you. Still is. "For real." He must prove his attraction & sincerity. He does. You fall in love.

Who pushes you?

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Who pushes you out the door  To face the world with confidence? Who kisses you goodbye  With plans to see you again? Who is this mystery man Behind your smiling face? What is the driving force  That makes him want you more? Where is the safe place  For us to be a family? The mystical fairy land Where forever I love my man How he touches my heart  Is that what inspires me? How can a kiss give such peace? How does a whisper deliver release? Who pulls you from the edge  When you're losing your head? Who holds you tight in the storm? Each caress gives you warmth  Who says farewell in the morning  After a night of union? Can I propose another question? Who makes you fall in love?

In the Grayscale - fear of intimacy

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"In the Grayscale" (2015) on Tubi. Study in the fear of intimacy or familiarity. You grow distant from your wife because you're hiding a secret. You are gay. You abandon your family to live alone.  You have an affair with another man. You grow distant again. This time there's no secret to blame it on. Everyone, including your son, finds out you kissed a man in public. A romantic kiss. Again. "I'm sorry. I need time" alone. In the end you are totally alone with yourself. Familiarity has bred self-contempt. Rated TV-MA for frequent full male nudity. Gay sex. Psychological themes.

My Heart Got Something To Say

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My heart got something to say It's full of hype. Day & night I write  So much content created So much love we made it  My heart explodes with pride  It prepares me for the fall You grab my hands. I feel romance  Your kiss got my attention  My body on a wild ride You were my camera trans The center of my romance  I doubted my intentions My truthful expressions They were clear yet incoherent  Confused messages all jumbled up  Still I can't shut them up  Standing with me is my mate Under my protection & affection  We are a family of two men  One of them can't shut up  My Heart Got Something To Say.

Dating Amber - beware the adults

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"Dating Amber" (2020) on Tubi. The grown-ups (parents, teachers, nuns) let down the young people. Your male teacher says he knows "exactly how you feel". You try to kiss the teacher. He is shocked....... because he's pretending to be blind to what's going on in the school all around him.  For protection against out-in-the-open gay-taunting & gay-bashing at school, you (Eddie, a gay) & Amber (a lesbian) agree to fake a straight relationship until graduation. She meets a lesbian & falls in love. You join the army, hoping it will kill you.  Amber stops you at the induction center. She gives you a box of money for travel to a mythical safe space for gays. You walk away from military service. You have no one & no place to go. This movie is profoundly homophobic & realistic.

All Wound Up

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I'm All Wound Up Since you turned me on I'm discombobulated  Humming a love song Since we hooked up You made love to me It's flowing in my veins  Passion is rowing my boat Bouncing in my brain  Ricochet in my body Vocals in my throat  They sing another trope Since I found you I'm All Wound Up  Alone at home right now I can't sit still Can't forget your thrill  In the hottest heatwave  The hottest mess of my life I can't sit down  Since we hooked up I'm All Wound Up. (6/23/2024. #821. Gay Love & Romance) Theme Song for this Poem  All Shook Up - Elvis Presley

Joris & Yad don't give up

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Sexy Dutch gay couple fall in love. Obstacles are overcome. When the summer ends, the romance is just beginning. ♥️ 

Gay Poem Podcast #6

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Me reading "Something Is Holding You Back". Filmed by my boyfriend.

Something Is Holding You Back

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Behind the scenes  Where you can't be seen Pain is like a geyser  Passion makes you stutter  Concealed in self-blame Covetous of a new flame  Secret temptation. Poor judgment But something holds you back Behind the façade That's where you sob You cry inside. Screams not dreams  Alone you hide. All mixed up Confused. Ego bruised  You want to go cruise  But something holds you back Behind a troubled man  The stage is empty  No one is an island  No matter how much they be smiling  You can hide from others But not from your lover Between the lines. You will find The one & the truth Behind a wall of promise  Your fear & doubts menace But here with me Epiphany  My calm acceptance is free  Your urge is to run away  But Something Is Holding You Back.

Heatwave pounding

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He pounds you. Then he leaves you....... with a sore ass! Gay music video.

I'm Not Humble

I try to be humble but it's hard When my heart has a home  My bones belong to you Brighter than any star I try so hard to do the easy thing  On one hand. I don't deserve you On the other. I was born to serve you A beauty like yours is special  I'm unworthy? Yeah right !!! I'm not humble. I worked so hard In lonely deserts of sacrifice  Hardships delivered success  All of my mistakes  Every single one was destiny On the highway of broken hearts  My ship is in the harbor  I paid my dues. I sang the blues Impatiently I waited for you I tried so hard to be humble  But no. No! I'm special  Heaven sent you to me Finally 2 hearts rumble  Surely pride is a mortal sin Since you lifted me from rock-bottom I just don't feel humble.

Beware the Family Reunion

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"Take Me To The River" (2016) on Tubi. TV-MA for subject matter. Disturbing cautionary tale at the family reunion. You - a 17-year-old rebellious GAY teenager - go off to play with your 9-year-old female first cousin. She has an accident. You are accused of sexual assault.  Your life is immediately in danger. To calm the emerging lynch mob, your mom shouts, "We're family! We're family!" Instead of taking you away for safety, your parents stay 2 more nights on the farm. Suspense thriller! The viewer expects you to be murdered at any moment throughout the movie. You hide in the old barn when vehicles drive by. Alone you must confront your creepy uncle, who threatens you with a loaded pistol. Turns out, he's likely molesting his own daughter. Just as he did to your mom when they were young siblings. Finally on the drive home, you realize your parents don't love you. They don't protect you. They protect secrets.

Jonathan Groff wins a Tony

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Jonathan is 39 years old. He came out as gay at 23. He moved to NYC 20 years ago. Kudos & props. Last year I had a fan's man-crush on Jonathan. I wrote him a show tune called "Optimism". And fantasized a little bit. Fan Crush on Jonathan Groff (Optimism)

Bodybuilder explained Gay Marriage

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Why gay marriage? Because next-of-kin cancels legal documents. Champion bodybuilder Bob Paris explained to Oprah Winfrey in 1989.  Gays need the same protection from the biological family as straight couples. Creation of a new legal family of two people. At the time Paris feared his hateful family would seek to take his wealth. They kicked him out for being gay. Homeless at 16. Champion at 22.