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At The End

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At the end of the road Which way should I go? Where do I turn? How far have I run? At the end of the fight I did what I thought was right  In the middle of the play I know you're my date Whom I'll be doing later  Whose hand I'm holding now When the gaslights go out I kiss you surely without a doubt At the end of the night  The sun wakes us up Eyes open all happy Your pretty hair is nappy Bad breath morning kiss Electric love & happiness  At the end of the road  It's your hand I'm holding  Which way should I go? (Theme Song for this Poem)

Gays on the Titanic

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"Gay" New York was stunned at the loss. As many as 200 LGBT individuals may have been aboard. Some were famous.

Love Struck A Chord

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What has my heart to sing about tonight? Love? Oh yeah. Uh-huh. Mmm Love struck a nerve  You spoke the magic words That rocked my world  What has politics to do with it? Not a damn thing  Long after you leave I feel so good inside  Something else to hide Yeah I got a secret spot  Where my heart likes to party  When I ruminate your body  Filled with joy inside  Sometimes I get tongue-tied  What has my heart to do with it? Oh yeah. Love. Uh-huh. Love Lightning struck a chord  When you finally scored  What has my heart to say? Plenty. Oh yeah. Uh-huh. Mmm Love struck a chord.

Secrecy & Desire

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My bf is DL. I figured it out because his stories were inconsistent. Problem --> too late......I fell in love. Feelings change over time. You want more. And he gives more. He's not a bad person. Just in the closet. Everybody has secrets. And everybody needs a confidante.  My top poem on my gay love blog is....there are no secrets between us....and some day we won't be a secret anymore. The theme song I chose was....Ready to Take a Chance Again 1978 Barry Manilow. ♥️ Coach Danny. Keep creating content. Not living authentically is soul-crushing.

Why Do I?

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I shouldn't be so sensitive  What's wrong with me? You haven't returned my call That's all. Not that unusual  Now it's the next day & another call My mind is a rollercoaster  My gut is a cocktail  Are you okay? Did you break down? Did you fall out of love? I shouldn't care. I'm sure you're fine  No sense of urgency. No emergency  We've been here before  I shouldn't worry or fear or doubt  So then why do I? What else would I be doing? Scrolling through Grindr? Looking for you or your replacement  Someone to worry about  I was confused. It was all in my head Rumors of the heart I shouldn't let myself love so much So then why do I?

Rumble Road

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Rumble Road. I got a heavy load  One direction interstate highway  I'm rolling down Rumble Road  No one ever called me humble  Arrogant & smart ass. I give a class All about Bold & Reckless  Heavy load of happiness  Tooling down Rumble Road  To Love & second chances  Rumble Road to another heart One direction from the start Speeding down a highway  Connect the dots. Fill in blank spots  Hauling down Rumble Road  In my heart a heavy load  Straight down Rumble Road  There are no turns. You will get burned On Rumble Road keep on rolling Rumble Road to your heart.

Glass of Wine

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A glass of wine will relax your mind In vino veritas Have another glass  Bring back the good times Restore the good old days  When you were mine A mug of beer frosted with cheer It's not New Year's  But it sure feels like it  When love was new & bold We called them the good old days  You were always on my mind  I felt so confident & free I trusted you with every secret  In vino veritas  Glass after glass  After all these years  Why did we break up? A glass of wine will refresh your mind  We thought love would last forever  Couldn't ask for nicer weather  Kiss me like old times  Tell me another secret Until again we say goodbye.

Ethan & Austin break up

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They broke up because life goals are diverging. Ethan is lost & incoherent. He's discovering a new normal. Some online chatter that each breakup is a life lesson. What do you learn? That love is the highest mountain of clouds. And the loneliest valley of mud. Love deals in extreme feelings. It's not for the weak-hearted. Austin must also be feeling a loss.

Does God permit gays to love?

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Should gays be allowed ROMANTIC LOVE as a consolation prize for the "sadness" of being homosexual? Of not being able to produce children? Andrew's son Spencer is gay & a favorite of this blog.  Spencer & husband photos The answer is the Old Testament Psalm 91 for those cast out by their own society. God is there for them. The Bible is a political document & reaction to Greek & Roman acceptance of homosexuality in the first century.  Why would God want gays to be sad? Of course He doesn't.

Our Dates

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I don't think it I know you love me  You keep coming back  In my heart to relax You smile like no one's looking  You're late for everything  Except Our Dates I don't doubt my faith  I know you love me  The things you do  Sometimes you don't want to Sacrifice you make  You blow off everything  Except Our Dates  I know you love me  I'm the reason you're here In your heart no regret  In my arms My Dear You kiss like no one's looking  I care about nothing  Except Our Dates.

Torn between 2 lovers

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Keven. It's out of love that I share my opinion. Your Grindr guy video is not isolated & is connected to your Italian guy (7 dates, your feelings are hurt, you break up). The reason you couldn't do it with Grindr guy is your relationship with Italian dude. You're supposed to settle down with the European guy.  Your body & psyche won't let you hook up with anyone else. In both cases you made accusations. He made me feel a certain way. Remember.....if the accused is presumed innocent..... therefore the accusor is presumed to be lying. So everyone is skeptical of your version of the story. The accused aren't here to tell their side. Of course no one believes you.....yet. Because you're monetized, people suspect your motives & integrity.  You are experiencing trauma from your breakup with Italian guy. You have to resolve it by talking to him. So you can move on. Or you two can move on together. I understand my comment sounds bossy. I'm trying to get

Hookup wasn't that hot

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UPDATE. It now appears Keven couldn't have sex with Grindr guy because Keven recently broke up with a European perfect guy after 7 dates. I hope they get back together. Keven you're in a sticky situation. You invited a guy over to your place for sex. You reject him. He tries to figure out why in a discussion with you. You were on the defensive the whole time. Worry about physical safety & fear of std's. You don't like his arrogance. What could you have done differently? Express these feelings to him. You (Keven) have trust issues. You do have trauma. When you first meet a guy, that's the time for brutal honesty. Which is attractive. The purpose of the wine is to loosen up. But I can't help but be shallow & think you didn't find him that sexy in person.  Right now he is wondering why you rejected him. Just another flaky Grindr dude? Or what did I do wrong? Was I too confident? Why didn't he start psycho-analyzing me back?  My advice is to practice

Did You Notice Me?

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Hello. I was just wondering  Did you notice me like I noticed you? From afar. Like an earthquake boom High trail I was hiking  When I saw you walking  Way over there down-low  I saw your lovely hair  Did you notice me like I noticed you? A falling star shoots across the sky  Brimstone fireworks  Like a heart-break revelation  I was just wondering  Did you notice me? Because I sure did notice you  Yes. Hello. I was just thinking  I hope someone notices me In a good way. On a sunny day  I'm all cleaned up fancy  A wish that someone notices me That someone is you  Yes I noticed you like you noticed me Can I have a kiss? Can I see you again?

Is Your Heart Empty?

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Looking for a new place  Is your heart empty? Enough room for dreams to bloom Privacy for intimacy  Space enough for love  Is your heart vacant? I don't need furniture or signature  Fancy ring or tales to spin All I want is peace & release  A place to rest my bones  Space enough for love Can I lease your heart? What's the rate for being safe? Can I say what I think? Disagree with the universe  And not be spanked  Not looking for much Space enough for love  Seeking a nice home  Where I'm not alone Dreams are born in bloom  Don't need much just Space enough for love  Is Your Heart Empty?

One Person Loves Me

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No one is coming to save you  Nobody cares Standing alone at the edge  Middle finger in the air  They don't like you They resent you Being nice to bad people  Won't make bad people nice  All that might be true  Except one thing  One Person Loves Me  I'm not lonely He's my least kept secret  No one believes me  But I know for a fact One Person Loves Me  Someone is coming to save me Somebody does care My faith is long & strong  Salvation is in the song  Heart keeps company  One Person Loves Me  That's all I need  One person to love.

At the End of the Day - Love

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Dave's wife leaves him for a woman. He loses his counseling practice. He takes a job teaching at a Christian school. A gay student asks tough questions & is expelled by the dean. Dave sabotages the effort to open a house for homeless gay teens in a building coveted by the school. God works in mysterious ways. God is Love.

Is Love a Fantasy?

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Is LOVE a fantasy? Or fantastic? This blog speaks against the video. Love is very real. Just like any other emotion. Happiness. Sadness. Fear. Faith. There's one problem. You cannot see emotions. Like temperature & radiation. But it's very real. You can see its effects. Mostly you love what you spend time with. Keep your relationship in the attraction mode....you want to spend more time with your partner. Wanting to spend less time is called rejection. Small children know this instinctively. There's the idea of love. And then there's true love. When a couple breaks up, you wonder if your partner ever truly loved you. Of course he did. His feelings changed. He fell out of love. Because you somehow hurt his feelings. Or you disappointed him. Or betrayed him. Or started to avoid him. No such thing as unconditional love. Everyone needs love in order to feel complete. Without it, you will continue to suffer. And justify your own trauma. I recommend you enjoy this gay lov

Playing Hooky in a Hurricane

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Playing Hooky in a Hurricane  I'm calling in again. Secret lovin' Rain & wind squall. I risk it all If the creek don't rise I will light up your eyes  Very soon because I'm playing hooky  The two of us in a cyclone The power just went out Just then I kissed your lips  Wind gust hit the window! My arms protect you  Happy I made the trip  Perfect day for playing hooky  Hunker down! Water's rising  Love-making is surprising Storm surges from the urges Sudden calm for a minute Intimate in a hurricane  We're experts at playing hooky  Another groan. It's a cyclone Calling in again. Secret lovin'  Playing Hooky in a Hurricane (Theme Song for this Poem) Rock You Like A Hurricane - Scorpions

Walk on Water - if your heart is pure

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Unexpectedly good movie. Ex-military assassin is recruited to hunt Nazis. The Nazi is your grandfather in hiding. The assassin befriends you & discovers you're gay. He follows you to Berlin. Friendship, love & his wife's suicide soften his heart. He can't kill anymore. But you can. "Walk On Water" (2004) on Tubi. TV-MA for violence & male nudity.

It's Good To Have Goals

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Sofa in October  Sandy beach November  My van will take me there He's called The Great White Spot It's good to have goals Vision trip to another land Make-over in the future  Rejuvenate my soul Return refreshed for my man It's good to have goals  Pen & paper at my fingertips  They describe your sweet lips So far away. Yet so close Recharge my mind & soul Send pics on the phone From The Great White Spot  Seen from space. Your rugged face Sofa in October  Sandy beach November  It's Good To Have Goals.