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Under the Thunder

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Under the thunder  I find myself  Rumble & tumble In my longing heart  So full of stuff  Push come to shove  Art of a new start Under the wonder  Where are you right now? Carry on in every song I find my Self  Humble in the stumble Looking out the window  Scanning for love  Push has come to shove  Kick my heart out the door  Under the thunder  There I go somehow.

Memory of an AIDS survivor

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Labeled "L-1", the first London AIDS diagnosis in 1982 at age 33, Jonathan wants us to know our gay history. He reminds us that straights have no monopoly on bigotry. L-1 warns everybody of the coming dark 4 years for the LGBT community. He must be referring to USA president Trump, the most gay-friendly president ever. Jonathan loses further sympathy & credibility when he warns of the Climate Change hoax. (As a meteorologist, this blogger has thoroughly debunked that superstition.) Jonathan spent time in jail for gay activity. He had many STDs including acute syphilis. In 1989 the first AIDS drug AZT was introduced. It killed every person who kept taking it (Dr. Fauci). Finally in 1996 an effective cocktail of medications was discovered. Jonathon survived 3 decades with his lover Nigel, who passed away last year. The modern gay movement traces back to Stonewall, a trans bar in NYC. When gays & lesbians from other bars heard about the riot, they joined in. The gay disc...

Second chance for romance

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Can a baseball player & his agent become friends? Can friends become lovers? Can lovers become husbands? Gay love story. "Groomsmen: Second Chances" (2024).

Why shirtless?

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He is shirtless because he's hot. No other reason. The algorithm pays you more. I enjoyed the video when I muted the sound. To enjoy a sexy hot guy. I don't want to hear him explain how he's clueless as a thirst trap. 😁

Sleepless Darling

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Start of another sleepless night  Darling I'm on hyper link Composing my emotions  Love letter for my lover Hoping this finds you Darling I know you got Internet  Wanting you to know how I felt  I promised reassurance  Next to my open winter window  Eyes closed. I'm kissing you  My smile goes on for a mile  Across the cyber distance  I'm not hiding anything  Body aroused. Heart vulnerable  Lips whisper lust only you can hear Happy that you found me Darling  Your desire from last week  Burns fire down to my feet  If next time never comes Darling I'm sending my love.

Gay couple lose focus

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If ever there were a show about nothing — this is it. They're running out of inspiration. Also it's winter when life slows down anyway. YouTube has changed a lot in 5 years. The challenge is to stay authentic. Don't recycle edited content. Try best-of videos to fill the down time.

Warm Heart

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Just a warm heart  That's all I ever wanted  Icy cold outside. Fire burning inside  Hands & feet tingle as they feel the heat  Cold shoulders are left behind When I take to the street  Desperately hoping for a warm heart You didn't have much but you gave love When I least expected just what I wanted The shack is cozy. Take off your boots  Show me your toes We've got plenty hot soup Warm heart is all I ever wanted  Love was unexpected  In a cozy cabin by the river  Kisses & soft whispers Mixed feelings & caution  Love is a Warm Heart.

First Gay Kiss: Jonathan Groff

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His hometown crush kissed him. Groff rushed off to an appointment. Flying high.  Full Story

How Many Times?

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How many times can you break a heart Before it's broken? How many ways can you love with abandon? How many days? Come what may! How will I know if my heart is taken? Why am I hanging on  Every word you've ever spoken? Blinded by the sun's rays  The burning flame is ablaze  Your eyes are aglow  You shake my heart How many ways? How many times? Until it's broken  Coming in for a landing  Loving you with abandon  Daybreak is a new start You break my heart  How many times? Before it's broken.

I'm Not Free

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Here in this happy cage I feel so safe  Alone but yet not lonely  Here in my conviction  Feeling so right & righteous  I know the real deal Still I'm not free  I hold your hand on-stage  Many things I am  Smart ass. Smart alec  My life is in italics My mind is open  My heart is not broken  Here in this empty room  Since I found your bloom I'm not free Some say too expensive  I say — bargain basement value  Since I fell for you  Here in my pensive thoughts  All the doubts I fought The but-butterflies are active  Sure but I'm not free I gave my heart to you.

Romance after Breakup

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They broke up. They got back together. 

Gay representation on Fox

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Guy Benson is wearing a wedding ring. He's not the only gay contributor on the network. 

Resolution of Love

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I resolve to love you more  Than I did in '24 That's going to be hard to do  I gave so much to you  Close to the sun we flew We both got burned Yeah. We were boyfriends  In 2024 we almost broke up  But also we made up Open eyes look to what's in store Lust lasts longer Sacrifice makes us stronger  When you do what you don't want to  Do it for love. I do it for you I resolve to please more The man I loved in 2024 To share life together  As I predict the weather  I resolve to love you more Than ever before.

Christmas Eve in my Apartment

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Here I am on Christmas Eve  Alone in my apartment  For company — Stuffed animals  When I doze off — Does it snow? Christmas Eve in my apartment  Music on the radio Not much is going on I believe in Christmas Eve  I'm waiting for you at home Here in my apartment  Memories on the radio  On my mind — Visions of you I'm waiting — At home Christmas Eve in my apartment  You walk through that door With a big box of romance  Smiles on the dance floor  I believe in Christmas  When you give me your kisses  Making love & wishes Nosy neighbors are jealous  When they see our love is serious  Christmas Eve in my apartment  Love is in the heart  Christmas in my apartment. Merry Christmas!

Christmas in Dixie - Chris Janson, Alabama

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My Heart Dreams Of You

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First winter night is mild Rescue squad takes another neighbor  Waning moon hides behind clouds Fear & doubt are locked out My body sits alone My heart dreams of you Christmas is 4 days away  Forecasting snowflakes on holiday  They keep me company  Cold arctic blast at bay My body is cooled by window fan My heart dreams of you  Christmas plus 2 days after  Our faces will fill with laughter  Your tour will bring you home  Where your thoughts have been  Eager bodies will engage in sin My heart dreams of you  I have adopted 4 stuffed animals  Cactus Calvin. Panda Pete. Tiger Tim Little Miss Teddy Bear is trans They're company until your return  So I don't feel so lonely  My Heart Dreams Of You.

Gays come out of political closet

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UPDATE.... Guy is married to a dude! 🌈♥️ Two gay conservatives. Guy came out to his straight college buddies at a bachelor party. He supports gay marriage but is single. Whereas Dave is married to a dude (and each is now the biological father through surrogacy of 2 children, so they can't be taken away). 

Gay Trump Supporter

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Dave is interviewed by his husband, who lost friends when Dave came out as a gay Trump supporter. Trump is the only president who supported gay marriage before being elected.

Ethan & Austin back together

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They're back together. They worked out their differences. Ethan is selling his truck camper but not the truck. That's how love is. Happy days are here again ♥️

Crazier Than Ever

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Crazy was I when I was younger  So many chances I took So many rules I broke My heart suffered in anger  Until chance meeting with you  Crazy was I way back then I hooked up with so many men It's a little different now Since I met you. You're the only one  I forget what time it is  Don't know the day of the week  I dance with imaginary rhythm  Why did I come in this room? Crazier than before Under your spell's reward Crazy was I when I was young  Now I'm crazier than ever  When I think of us together  Crazy was I in a good way  Now it's even better. We're still together  And I'm Crazier Than Ever. (Theme Song for this Poem)