I'm Not Free

Here in this happy cage
I feel so safe 
Alone but yet not lonely 
Here in my conviction 
Feeling so right & righteous 
I know the real deal
Still I'm not free 
I hold your hand on-stage 

Many things I am 
Smart ass. Smart alec 
My life is in italics
My mind is open 
My heart is not broken 
Here in this empty room 
Since I found your bloom
I'm not free

Some say too expensive 
I say — bargain basement value 
Since I fell for you 
Here in my pensive thoughts 
All the doubts I fought
The but-butterflies are active 
Sure but I'm not free
I gave my heart to you.



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