Something Is Holding You Back

Behind the scenes 
Where you can't be seen
Pain is like a geyser 
Passion makes you stutter 
Concealed in self-blame
Covetous of a new flame 
Secret temptation. Poor judgment
But something holds you back

Behind the façade
That's where you sob
You cry inside. Screams not dreams 
Alone you hide. All mixed up
Confused. Ego bruised 
You want to go cruise 
But something holds you back

Behind a troubled man 
The stage is empty 
No one is an island 
No matter how much they be smiling 
You can hide from others
But not from your lover
Between the lines. You will find
The one & the truth

Behind a wall of promise 
Your fear & doubts menace
But here with me Epiphany 
My calm acceptance is free 
Your urge is to run away 
But Something Is Holding You Back.



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