Random hookup turns into 20 years

I am the younger man that my married bf pursued. We met in a gay cruisey area. I was 40 he was 50. That was 20 years ago. He's still married. His children are grown now with their own children. ♥️ 

Why didn't I leave him for a single guy? No single guy was applying for the position. I did break up with him. He broke up with me. We are still in Love. At times he has taken big chances for me. When I got sick with prostate cancer. But I got better. We broke up last year & got back together 💕 

I feel like Fellow Travelers. I started dealing with the shortcomings of the relationship by turning into a romantic poet. My married bf is my muse. The greatest joy of my life. And most prolific writing phase. The sex keeps getting better. I taught him gay culture. ♥️ 

To find Love, I had to settle for Love & forget all the social rules that keep us lonely & alienated. Our gay Love is an open secret...in my mind. We have both grown. I don't regret anything. I'm lucky I found someone who I love & who loves me. I forgive him for having a large family of Love. 

He's the family I choose. ♥️💋💕

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