Rollercoaster like the Ocean


Emotions
I wished I didn't have any
All day
Missing you Longing for you
Wanting you Lusting for you

Rollercoaster like the ocean 
Lovesick with emotion
Queazy uneasy & dreamy
Jealous doubtful & distracted
Afraid I'll never see you again
I feel your face as mine
Can't stop overthinking
Pessimism all day long

What if I'm wrong 
What if I'm alone
And don't know it yet
Sadness & regret
What did I forget to say
I had my chance
How many seconds 

Quiet!
Is someone knocking
I'm expecting company
A fresh demeanor
Love & joy & calmness
Kiss & hug & hotness
Goodbye to trouble
Hello love bubble

All my feelings from earlier
Get out! 
On the double
My boyfriend has arrived for real
To make out with me
So you jaded emotions
Get out!

Room on this ride for 2
And only us 2
If you hold my hand
I'm ready for the queazy 
To scream & shout
Soaking wet
Upside down Inside out 

Maybe soon once more 
I will say to my jaded feelings
Get out! 
On the double
Hello Love Bubble
Room for us 2 only

On a rollercoaster like the ocean 
I scream out your name 
You squeeze my hand
I'm glad I have emotions.

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