Happiest Day

Warning: Edgy Content. Personal Update.

Cialis works Y'all. 3 years Erectile Dysfunction. Drought of testosterone & proper love-making has ended. I am to go back on the hormone blocker in 2 days.

But today (Sunday) was magical. You see those commercials. The couple are stupid happy like on drugs. That's how we feel. I feel masculine & powerful. He is delighted & elated. My strong arms don't budge as he squirms around. I'm confident. Not self-conscious about my body.

Neither one of us achieved orgasm. We're old. But we both achieved erections. I achieved penetration as the top daddy is expected to. Romance is hot. Romance + domination = deep love. I don't often role-play the master because I'm so intense & scary. Today testosterone is surging. My boyfriend is so turned on by my domination.

I got down on one knee. He was dressed in lingerie we ordered together. I asked him to be my pretend wife. He said Yes. A Thousand Times Yes. I reassured him I'm here for him. If his closet crumbles, my house longs for his company. If he hooks up outside the relationship, tell me about it. Don't worry about it. Let's have a threesome.

Gay culture isn't like straight culture, I said to him. He talked about what he wants to wear with me at some gay pride parade in June. So he changed his mind. I had said I would go alone since he didn't want to go. We have to research & pick one. We just want to be part of a community & be seen in public.

This is certainly one of the happiest days in my life. I can't keep it a secret. Neither can my boyfriend anymore. 

We are BURSTING with Gay Pride!

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